last letter pt.3

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I NEVER HAD THE IDEA OF US

THOSE POEMS WERE UTTER LIES WRITTEN PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT I NEVER TRULY WANTED TO DATE YOU I THOUGHT OF YOU MORE AS A CLOSE FRIEND ONE WHO I WOULD HANG OUT WITH AT ANY GIVEN CHANCE

NEVER DID I EVER THINK OF CALLING YOU MY BOYFRIEND IF I WERE EVER GIVEN A CHANCE

THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MY FIRST HINT THE FIRST NUDGE TO THE DIRECTION OF REALIZING HOW QUESTIONABLE MY LOVE FOR YOU WAS

IT WASN'T LIKE MY LOVE WAS FAKE I WASNT FAKING EVERYTHING BUT MORE OF..

I'M LOST IN WORDS

I CANT SAY I CANT EXPLAIN IT

ALL I CAN SAY IS I WASNT FAKING IT

THE LOVE WAS SIMPLY SHORT

A CHILDISH CRUSH PERHAPS IS A BETTER TERM

I DID TRULY LOVE YOU

BUT I WAS TOO YOUNG AND DUMB TO REALIZE

WHO LUKE HEMMINGS IS

IVE CALMED DOWN NOW

IM NO LONGER THAT ANGRY AT YOU

I HAVE TO SAY IM CONTENT WITH THIS IM GLAD TO NO LONGER BE STUCK IN THAT UGLY PIT OF CHILDISH LOVE I HAD FOR YOU

IVE FOUND ANOTHER

AND THIS LOVE I HAVE IS TRUER THAN TRUE

HOW DO I KNOW THAT YOU ASK

HOW DO I KNOW THAT THIS ISNT JUST ANOTHER CHILDISH LOVE YOU LAUGH

BECAUSE HE MAKES ME HAPPY

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im rlly getting the idea of deleting this book i want it gone but i may wait it out i may let u see this before i do or i may leave it alone totally it may stay up for however long i continue to be on wattpad but i just dont want u to be surprised if it is gone so heres my warning

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