this one saddened me if im honest
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I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE NOT THROUGH MY PHONE SCREEN OR THE PIXLES OF A PHOTOGRAPH BUT IN THE FLESH I WANT TO FEEL THE SOFT SKIN OF YOUR HANDS EVEN IF I'VE IMAGINED IT WRONG AND THEYRE DRY FROM THE HARSH WEATHER //I DONT CARE// I WANT YOU TO WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND BURY YOUR FACE IN MY NECK LIKE ALL THE FAN PICTURES I WANT TO SMELL THE SCENT OF YOUR CLOTHES I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU
BUT AT THE SAME TIME
I DONT WANT YOU TO SEE MY FACE EVER
PEOPLE ASK WHY AND THEY THINK IM CRAZY BUT I UTTERLY HATE MYSELF SO MUCH I'D RATHER YOUR EYES NOT BURN FROM THE NASTINESS MY FACE FEATURES HOLD I'D RATHER YOU NOT WATCH ME CRY IN AN UGLY MANNER AT MEETING YOU I'D RATHER YOU NOT FEEL MY DRY WEAK SMALL HANDS IN YOUR STRONG ONES I'D RATHER YOU NOT FEEL MY DISGUSTING "FAT ROLLS" AS YOU HUG ME TIGHTLY
I'D RATHER YOU NOT KNOW THAT SUCH A REPULSING LOOKING PERSON SUCH AS ME IS DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU
YOU ARE READING
luke
Poetry❝there are approximately 1,013,913 words in the english language, but I could never string any of them together to explain how incredible I think you are.❞
