BOY-friends (Wilmon-young royals)💖🤴

Chapter 18

This is more than a kiss. To feel someone's lips on yours is one thing. But to feel it in every part of your body, to want this small moment to last forever, is something entire different. To feel almost nauseous of the fluttering in your stomach. To feel everything and nothing at the same time. It is more than a kiss. It is how Wilhelm feels in Simon's kiss. His hand is on Simon's back and Simon's hand is on Wilhelm's face. It feels like it is exactly how it should be.

"I love you, I love you, I love you." Wilhelm whispers between kisses. He can't get enough of saying it now. He means if every time. He suddenly doesn't understand why he has never said it before. He feels like he has been waiting for this all his life. The pressure is gone, even though he knows that won't last.

"I love you too. I love you so much, Wille." Simon answers. Wilhelm stops for a moment. He has to look this boy in his eyes. The most amazing face. Wilhelm doesn't ever want to not look at this face. And he loves him. They love each other. How did this happen? How did he fall so deeply in love with this boy? Questions that never fade, but somehow do not need an answer. He only needs him. Him, him, him. Simon.

Wilhelm's hand is now at Simon's bare back. He doesn't even realize what he's doing. They head towards the bed. It's just happening, Wilhelm can't think. He only feels. Him, him, him. But they stop. Wilhelm is panting. Simon is wearing a frown on his beautiful face. "Wait." He says, slightly out of breath.

"You didn't like... well, I don't know, only, like, say that so that we- this would happen?" Simon asks carefully. Trying to dodge Wilhelm's wide eyes. Wilhelm swallows. Did he actually believe that? He chuckles awkwardly, not knowing whether to laugh or to cry and just choosing the first.

"Of course that's why I said it, you stupid man. Of course I want us, this, to happen." Wilhelm pauses. Simon looks confused. He seemed not to expect that answer. Then why did he ask? Wilhelm wonders briefly. "Because I love you. I love you, Simon. Doesn't that make sense? I want to kiss you. I want to be with you." I want forever with you, he thinks.

Simon's frown turns into a smile. He slaps Wilhelm on his arm and it hurts more than you would think. But before Wilhelm can say anything about that, Simon makes sure his mouth is occupied. Simon throws his arms and legs around Wilhelm. They would have hurt themselves if there wasn't a bed where they would land. Half-sitting/ half-laying on the bed, Wilhelm takes off Simon's shirt in one smooth move. His hands feeling Simon's naked skin. He wants to kiss every part of him. Suddenly he's blinded by his own shirt, which Simon is trying to pull over his head. It doesn't go beyond his chin though and the boys laugh. It takes a few seconds, but the piece of clothing is now in Wilhelm's hands. He looks at the floor to see where he could throw it, when suddenly he feels sparkles in his whole body. The shirt falls from his hands on the floor. His eyes go to his own stomach where he sees Simon kissing him. He closes his eyes, letting only one sense do its job. The feeling is new, yet familiar. Kisses all over his body. Lips on his skin feel like his whole body is being given everything it wants. Him, him, him.

"Okay?" Simon asks. Wilhelm cups Simon's cheeks with his hands and kisses him deeply. What did he ever do to deserve this love?

"Yes, I'm okay. You... are more than okay. Are you okay?" Simon chuckles and nods. God, he's so cute. He is so adorable and handsome and hot and Wilhelm wants to taste him. Simon is about to go back to where he left of, when Wilhelm decides it is his turn. He puts his hands on Simon's waist and throws him under him on the bed. He sees the shocked, but pleased eyes on Simon's perfect little face. He kisses his lips. Then his chin, his throat, his chest, his stomach, his...

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They are sitting on a bench outside. Felice and Sara enjoying the sun. It is the perfect day. Birds singing their favorite songs and only the buzzing of a few insects is to be heard beside that. Sara's eyes look even more beautiful in the sunshine. Her lips look even more appealing in the spring ambiance. They are talking about everything, but nothing that matters. It only matters that they are there and that they feel it. The feeling gets stronger with every second. They get closer every minute, till it only takes seconds before all the space between them will be lost. Their lips are seconds apart.

Then Felice wakes up.

Did she actually just have that type of dream about Sara? Maybe her crush was not that silly. Maybe she should tell someone about this thing she was feeling. Something had to happen and telling someone about it seems like the only option in Felice's mind. She has to tell Maddie.

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Sara opens her window and helps August climb inside. She chuckles softly at the fact that this is happening. A boy who likes her sneaking through her window in the middle of the night. She has imagined it before, but never did she think that the day would come that it would actually occur. The big smile fades instantly as she sees August's face. He looks like he just accidentally killed someone.

"You okay?" Sara whispers concerned. She still doesn't want Simon and mom to hear them, but she has never seen August look this pale. "August, what happened?" she asks. She is really getting worried right now. What if he is about to faint? What is she going to do? How is her mom going to react when she asks for help? That's a very selfish thing to think, she thinks, but she can't help it. There is a sick boy in her room after all. Luckily that boy can still talk.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. It is cold outside and I just got a headache." He doesn't look Sara in the eyes. "Maybe I should go."

"What?"

"I'm sorry, Sara. I'm really not feeling well." This is so weird. Didn't he call to beg her if he could come over? And that in the middle of the night for God's sake. Sara doesn't think that people will ever be a thing she will understand, ever. As quick as he came, August disappears in the night. There went their romantic midnight date. Rubbing her eyes, Sara wonders whether that just actually happened.

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August is on his way home. He doesn't know any way how to deal with what he just experienced. Is there really any way how to deal with the fact that you just saw the prince make out with a guy? It's not really something you can just google. It's just so strange and so not right. Not that he's homophobic, not at all. Everyone can be who they are and all that shit. But Wilhelm is the prince of their country. He is a big deal. And Simon, Wille, really? Out of all guys, he chooses the poor extern student. Smart move, little prince. But okay, who is he to judge? He is literally seeing the guy's sister. She is living proof that you don't choose the people you love. His brain hurts from thinking. When he arrives back at Hillerska he just wants to sleep. He will stress about his second cousin the gay prince again in the morning.

He has totally forgotten what that morning will be. 

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Hey loves! I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter. Tell me what you think!

I know it is a little last minute for the bet, but I made it! I'm sorry it is a little shorter than usual, but so is February so I guess that is a good reason. I hope I'll have time to update sooner in March. 

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Always stay who you are, I love you!

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