Never love(N.G.)

Chapter 11

Beth's POV
After I took my shower I locked all the doors and windows. I was beyond terrified.
N:Babe you okay?
B:Yeah, I...uh..do this every night.
N:Oh, okay.
A:Daddy!
N:Huh?
A:Booboo ksoppuqwkkls!
N:Booboo?
B:What?
I was getting scared did he hurt her.
A:Booboo!
She pointed to her arm where there was a red dot and a band-aid falling off.
N:When that happen?
He asked looking at me.
B:I honestly don't know.
N:I swear if he touched my child...
I interrupted him.
B:I don't think he would do that.
N:Better not.

-Two weeks later-

I woke up and heard Amira scream so I got up off the couch? My legs really hurt for some reason.i went to Amira's room and I got a note on Amira's crib. Nash didn't wake up because the pillow was on his head.
I walked into her room and found her on the ground and a note on the window. I ran to Amira and picked her up.
B:Amira? Baby? It's mommy. Wake up!
B:Amira!
I was in tears. I ran to the car and drove to the hospital as fast as I could. I got there and ran up to the counter with Amira in my hands.
Attendant=AA
AA:What can I.....
B:My child she isn't breathing!
AA:Doctor! We have an emergency!
The doctor came running.
AA:Her child isn't breathing!
The doctor grabbed her out of my hands and said "follow". So I followed him and sat down next to Amira and bawled my eyes out.
D:She will be okay.
B:How do you know that yet?
D:I don't.
I looked down and stopped crying. I thought, why is Matt such a sick person to do this. I moved closer to Amira and held her hand hoping she wasn't dead.

-4 hours later-

I am still sitting her hold her hand when the the monitor starts beeping. I look up to see her eyes flutter.
B:Doctor!
D:Yes?
B:Look!
Amira tightened her grip on my finger.
B:Sweetie?
A:Mommy?
I sat up and hugged her.
D:She would be able to go home after we make sure she is okay.
B:Okay.
The doctor walks out of the room.
B:I love you so much Amira!
A:I love you to mommy!
A few hours later the doctor comes back in and says we can go so I pick up Amira and head back to the car. I put Amira in her seat and drive to my house. Once I get there I find a crying Nash.
B:Nash!
N:Oh my god! Where were you?
B:Uh, the store.
I couldn't tell him where we actually were because if I did Matt would kill him.
N:I could've left a note!
B:I'm really sorry!
Nash got up and walked to me.
N:Why didn't you tell me?
B:I forgot I guess I was in a rush.
N:Are you cheating on me?
B:No!
I answered probably way to quick even though I wasn't cheating.
N:You're fucking cheating on me!?
B:I sear I'm not!
N:Fuck you!
Was all he said then walked out slamming the door.
A:Daddy!
She ran after him. I couldn't move I was in such shock but a load bang breaks me from my thoughts. I whip around just in time to feel a sharp increasing pain in my arm. I fall to the ground and squeeze my arm. I yell for the only person I could think of.
B:Nash!
I see him in the distance look back and see Amira come running towards me.
A:Mommy!
She screamed. I know I wasn't like going to die or anything but I could still bleed out to death.
B:Amira go get daddy.
Nash was walking back. Amira went running after him.
A:Daddy!
She grabbed his hand and ran back. Once he saw me he grabbed her and started running.
B:I love you both.
The black dots started to take over my vision. To much blood made me pass out.

I wake up to a beeping noise and Amira laying next to me and Nash holding my hand. I close my eyes because it's way to bright right now.
N:I know you can't hear me but I love you and always will. I freaked out on such a little thing. Amira won't stop asking when you will wake up. I hope soon because I can't live without you. I found two notes by the way one was in Amira's room and the other was on the nightstand in the living room. The one in Amira's room said "I told you to watch her - love, Matt." and the other said "I hope your sore after that. It was amazing! That drug knocked you out so I got away with it. Now I know why Nash loves you so much, your so tight. -LOVE MATT" i can't believe he did this, but he is in jail now for life.
I can't believe he had sex with me. I tightly squeezed his hand.
N:Beth?
I opened my eyes and turned my head.
B:I love you so so so much.
N:I love you so so so much to.
He gave me a sweet, passionate kiss.

-Two months later-

Now my arm is healed, mostly. I found out Matt didn't use protection and I am now pregnant. I can't believe he didn't use protection. I am pregnant again at a young age all because of him. Nash left me three weeks ago because I was ranting to him how I was pregnant again at a young age and how stupid Matt was, Nash thought that's what I thought of when I got pregnant the first time. He also took Amira. I was heart broken by that. I called the last person I had Sammy, yes, Sammy Wilkinson. I called his number and he answered.
S:Hey!
B:Hey! Ummm can you come over.
S:Sure same place right?
B:Yeah.
End of call.
He knew where I lived because when I was pregnant with Amira he would be amazing and bring food.
*knock, knock*
I opened the door and it wasn't Sammy.

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