I am awesome. I am starting to realize, I can enjoy all of this. As I sit here on the computer, listening to Iggy azalea, and talking to a friend. I have realized I am so happy. I'm not just faking it anymore. I am truly happy. I don't have to depend on him or my weight to make me happy. I can listen to music and have a dance party all by myself and be having a blast. I can smile whenever my instagram notifications goes off (its a Chinese lady talking). I have a blast when I hang out with my friends. I get to go to Sky Zone and a carnival for my birthday and I am so truly excited. I just want to go up to Blake and say "Haha, I don't need you in my life. I don't have to depend on you for happiness. I am actually so much happier now that your gone. " I actually want him to see that. I want him to see me smiling my ass off. I am so happy. I am tired of being sad and depressed. I am going to enjoy my life while it lasts. I know i'm loved, and anyone who tells or treats me differently. You can go on, leave me alone. I don't need that negativity in my life anymore. I just realized something. I am awesome.
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Insecure
Short StorySometimes the only thing a person is fighting against is our own insecurities. Some fight because of their own voices in their head. The voices screaming "Your ugly! " "Your fat! ". They make us want to change ourselves. Others fight becaus...
