ACCIDENTAL LOVE (Jinkook ff) (ON HOLD)

17. Date?

Jungkook pov

" I am sorry" I said to Jin as he keeps avoiding me while doing the dishes. For the two days, this is happening. He won't come in front of me, more like escaping from me.

Even i too little tensed to talk to him thinking how i hurt him mentioning his mom's matter. I know i didn't do it on putpose. But still.... I become the reason for him tears.

Today, Uncle and Ken planned something to let me and Jin to be alone, so we can sort our things. The shop is closed after noon, so nonone will be disturbing us. Uncle was calm in all the things happened. He even consoled me saying nothing is my fault and Jin is acting like that because of his stubbornness. He is really a great man. A great father. Jin is blessed to get him as his father. I miss my Papa and Eomma now.

I sighed and looked at Jin whobis still giving me any attention.

"Jin, i know.... I messed up. But... Mother promise.. I didn't mean to hurt you with my words...." I don't know whether its because of my apology or the mention of the word 'mother', he stopped washing the plate for two seconds and again ignored me and went back to his work.

" No... Father promise... I never mention it again. " I said as i leaned to the side to see his face. But he turned towards me to show his emotionless face.

"That's enough Jungkook. Me an that wom- no my mother being arrogant has nothing to do with you. you are right. I am arrogant, stubborn, rude... So you deserve someone better, someone who is loving, kind and caring... So just don't waste your time here and go back... Aren't you a CEO or something, so don't you have any work than sweeping someone else's cafe?" He asked me as he wipes the wet hands on his shirt and moved past me.

I sighed again. I don't know how many times i sighed within a span of one hour with him. I hold his arm and make him look at me. Before he start the rapping i continued.

" I am sorry Jin. I know how much it hurts to live without a parent because i too experienced it when i lost my Papa and Eomma in an accident. I know i can't compare the situation. Yes its different... But....

Ah.. I feel guilty seeing you cry... I shouldn't have said that... And i really regret it even though uncle and ken said its not my fault....

I do not know how you see me... When i said you are the only one who makes me doing these things... I mean it. I do not care whether i am CEO or not... Because, if you are beside me, i don't care about sweeping or washing or cooking... Whatever things i can do.... I loveyou Jin... I know what happened to your father... Sandeul... And you because of your highschool love... I know that is one of the insecurity you have in dating me.... But...... Just because i am from a rich background, doesn't means i am like them... I like you... From the very first moment i see you, i felt like you are the one.. If i care about the status, do you think i will leave everything out then and came searching for you... Think with your heart Jin... Atleast let's try to date... Even after that you didn't feel comfortable with me-"

" You will leave me...? " Seriously. I teally want to smack his face seeing his enthusiasm to ask that question. But i controlled and nodded my head negatively.

" No.. I find another way for you to love me back. " he rolled his eyes and takes his hands from mine. I do not know whether i am hallucinating, but i think i saw a small smile from him.

"You won't change..." He said and moved away again. I heard it even though it is a whisper. I tagged behind him.

"So you forgive me?" I asked him again. He sighed but nodded with a blank face. But i was a little happy.