the panic i felt when i saw your name
i thought i had escaped you but there you are
right there
the person who i thought cared about me all those months ago
the person i used to consider to be my best friend
as soon as i think i'm over it i see you and the panic comes back and everything hurts again
i hear your voice the things you said to me
"i can't help a child"
"my intention was never to hurt you"
"i won't hurt you, we're friends"
i thought i was free from this