~my man~

im alive.

I woke up in this small musty room.

ew it smells worser than my apartment.

not worser than shitfaced joe though.

it's also really dark. I hate the dark.

I try to get up but I'm chained to the wall like a fucking dog.

bark bark bitch let me out.

I continue to groan from the massive pain I feel coming from my head.

I guess someone heard me moving and came from out the dark shadows.

i see this man infront of me. He has dark fluffy hair, tattoos on his arms, he  also has dark grey eyes.

now I'm fucking freaked out because I've never seen such a handsome man with grey eyes.

he's wearing a suit but half of it is unbuttoned.

"hey pretty" the unknown man grins.

"pretty? I'll be fucking pretty once I stick my food so far up ur ass!" I spat.

"don't curse at me damnit."

I hear him mumble as he touches the blood on my forehead and I hiss.

he looks at the blood on my head then directs his eyes towards me, grinning.

what is he smiling for?

"what do you want from me." i murmured looking up at him.

I hoped I looked hot because this man was jaw dropping.

I tried to itch my thigh but these chains were in my way.

he then kneeled down and caressed my cheek.

"oh bambina I don't want anything from you." he says running his thumb on my chin (girl)

I try to move my head but he grabs my chin and forces me to look at him.

I wanted to tell him 'get ur grubby hands off my beautiful skin!'

but that sounded bitchy even though I kinda am one.

"know who this women is?" he asks and he pulls out a picture of my mother from his pocket.

holy shit.

but also thinking about it, its kinda weird he has a picture of my mom.

"my mom." I mumble.

"well she sure is some hell of a woman." he says.

"i swear what ever my mom did I wasn't involved!" I said sincerely and begging for forgiveness.

my mother didn't even tell me shit and now I'm in her mess?

life puts you in strange situations.

"I don't think we will be needing you bambina if you don't know." He says as he walks away.

"so you're about to kill me? because of some shit I don't know?"

he takes one glance at me.

"you know what I don't give a fuck!"

I say crying, I really do give a fuck.

"this life was pointless anyway!"

I say showing him my middle finger while crying.

I know I probably look a hot mess right now but u can't blame a girl who's on her cycle. hormones were crazy.