Fangirl

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I swear
I would never leave you
But you know being the person
I am
I have a lot of insecurities to hold.

This year will count as the third year with you, so yeah, happy idol anniversary!
Okay, this was rant
Because I am over thinking again,
As I am still new in your world
As new and small,
You could compare me with an ant!
That's true tho--

Okay let's continue, where we left!

So it started with a simple name finding campaign,
And weirdly enough, it right came here, me being in love with you guys
Hopelessly and lame!
The place where I live,
Is not so free with the idea of you guys
And I frankly don't know why!
Anyways, I don't have a problem with them,as long as they don't meddle with you and our world...
but I suppose,
they do have have a problem,
Always calling you people names,
I seriously don't like that one dude,
Like does he has some issue with you,
And I am always like,
"Please live and let them live on their own"
Yet again, I have always been a coward
Not like the other fans, who are willing to kill and get killed for you fellas,
And I always have this guilt in me,
For not defending you
For not saving you
When there's need...
But then there is the same problem
I am just an adolescent
An hormonal teenager
An inexperienced havoc.