Fangirl

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But I swear,
I will make it clear to them
The day, I am not forced to hate you
The day I am not forced to pretend as I don't even like the idea of your existence...
'Cause it know, whatever I become
Of myself
A huge part will be always as your owe...
I swear
I would never leave you
But you know being the person
I am
I have a lot of insecurities to hold!
I just hope, you just keep smiling
Because, the day your smile stops
Forever, and your cries replace
My will to live and make you proud..
Will always fade, and the idiots who say, that you people will not last long, become true--