Blue Rose

CHP11-Jealousy And Wrath

Pov:Christian.

I reached home around one in the morning.My mother was sleeping and I informed her I would be late.I tried my best to not be loud and wake up my mother.I parked my car in the garage and walked in my house.I went to the hallway to keep my jacket on the cloak stand.

Once I put it on the stand.I felt something in the right upper pocket.I then checked it.It was chapstick.I don't use chapstick neither did I take it ,I was confused.

I then remember Isabella using the same chapstick.I started to recollect the moments.The canoe ride,her favourite orchestra show.It felt right.I didn't bother to tell her because I wanted to keep it.

I then went upstairs to my room.I kept the chapstick near my nightstand beside my bed.I changed into my pajamas and dropped onto my bed.I tried going to sleep,but I was smilling like an idiot again.I kept staring at the chapstick.I missed her already.I tried calling her but I didn't wanted to disturb her.I just sent her a goodnight message.I tried going to sleep,I couldn't.

I did fell asleep at some point and woke up near eight in the morning.I sent a good morning message to Isabella and went on my day.It was a Sunday,I couldn't see Isabella today because she has orchestra practice.I tried doing everything except looking at the chapstick or repeatedly calling her.

Time went to slow......I suddenly went into rage.I felt the school should know about our relationship.I just messaged Isabella about it.Her last seen was nine in the morning.It was noon at three.
I kept my phone away so I couldn't repeatedly check it.But I kept looking at it

After a half hour I heard a ding from my phone.It was Isabella.I grabbed the phone in a hurry.

Isabella: I'm not sure about it.
Christian:You're not sure? What are you talking about? I'm seeing Brian flirt with you everyday.
Isabella:Like that's going to change.He'll put up a fight with you.AGAIN.
Christian: Seriously?Why don't you date him instead?
Isabella:...
Christian:Is Brian the reason you don't want too?Or you just specifically don't like it.
Isabella: It's Brian.
Christian: You're scared of Brian?
Isabella:You could say that.
Christian:Why?
Isabella:I don't like him.I want him to stop.
Christian:Do you want to tell?
Isabella:...
Christian:Hey.Its okay.I'll...we won't do it yet if you're not ready.I'm sorry for pressuring you.
Isabella:No.I really want to tell them.Maybe he'll stop that way.
Christian: Really?It's not because of me pressuring you?
Isabella:No.I want Brian to leave me alone.I knew you didn't meant it.
Christian:If it was me pressuring you,I won't do so.Are you sure?A few moments ago you said your not prepared.
Isabella:I thought about it.I want Brian to leave me alone.
Christian: Really?I'll take you out to make it up for you.
Isabella:Sure.

Ofcourse I was smilling.But I was worried.I shouldn't have said that.I wanted to dig myself in a hole and hide.
I felt guilty.I just...don't know what to do.
Am I supposed to tell her the plan's off?
We'll Brian won't stop following her then.But he'll try..to steal her again...
I don't know what to do.I'm confused.
Did I do something wrong?I don't really know.I don't want things to end.