Chemistry

Chapter 47

-Jacob-

"Conversating about my soon to be child... It meant the world to me. I want Serayah all to myself and the only way to make that happen is if her first baby daddy gets out the way. When She told me about this dude I wanted to be a different man for her so she'll never go through that shit again. I do miss Serayah with all of my heart, she makes me happy.She excites me in ways that no other person could. Our love is more passionate than anyones. She regrets sleeping with bryshere and I don't blame her at all, sometimes I ask myself why she would even marry him and have all these kids with him, Only if I knew what was wrong in our marriage I would have fixed it and I could've stuck with her, cuddling with her, rubbing her feet, give her a back massage when she needs it. It's time to come clean to my old buddy and make her come home to me. Ever since I met her, she's made me feel comfortable and like I can run to her any time. Since Bryshere didn't know about our fling when they were married, I started to fall for her. I am a Leo after all and I love hard and I fall for people even harder. I need my wife back and I hate sharing her with this man who I can't stand and I need Bryshere to know that Serayah doesn't want him, she wants me and only me. After seeing Serayah that night, and hooking up at my place, she told me that she missed me and wanted me back and i feel the same way so Bryshere will need to find out one way or another"

~Serayah~

"It's time to come clean and let everything be known, I have these two amazing men in my life and they both are in love with me. It's really hard to pick between the two of them. My best friend and my mom came by and said to me " if you are having trouble finding your guy do a pro and con list about the both of them". Of course they got this idea from a Tyler Perry movie, but to tell you the truth it kinda worked. I did Bryshere's list first and he got 50 cons and 48 pros and Jacob got 50 pros and zero cons. I went to my oldest daughter Isabella because she knows about this stuff and what she said to me... it really spoke to me, she said " mom, you are a beautiful woman and you can have any man you want. if you really want the truth from me, I do want you to be with dad but i've learned from this show called " Sistas" if a man could change he would have. This girl named Karen on the show has been through this on and off situation before with her fine ass boyfriend Zac. He cheated on her left and right but she kept taking him back until she finally had enough but honestly mom, I think you need to listen to your heart and go back to Jacob, I only wanted you to be with dad so we can be a family again and I did like having Mr Jacob around, he was cool and he made you happy and I want you to be happy and not miserable, we already lost Prince because of it and I do want my brother back and I want everyone to be happy." Hearing this from my daughter meant everything to me and she's right, I have made a mistake and today will be the day I come clean to both of them and be ready for whoever's heart I break, I do want Jacob because I knew him way longer than Bryshere and I always wondered what my life would have been like if i married Jacob first. After seeing Jacob, I did go to his house and I did have intercourse with him and to be honest I did miss his cuddles, his kisses, his hugs, his bed and everything else that comes with him. Bryshere and I don't even sleep together and I don't care about that, My kids do miss Jacob and so do I. If this baby is Jacob's then he's going to be happy because he always wanted to be a daddy. I can't believe that I'm going to break Bryshere's heart again and I have a feeling that Jacob is going to punch Bryshere in the face because of what we did and how we did it, I hope Bryshere won't take the kids from me, Jacob is the one I want and I know he wants me too. I think it's the hormones talking.I love them both and tbh I want this to work with Jacob but if this baby aint his or Bryshere would they still be with me knowing im carrying the other person's child?

~Bryshere~

"Loving you, may have been wrong and to be honest, marrying you wasn't wrong , getting you -pregnant wasn't wrong but falling for you, has never been wrong. I regret the moment when I first cheated on you, I regret falling out of love with you, I regret taking our second born from our happy home, I regret ruining our happy home. There's nothing I regret more than letting go of you back then and I could never make that mistake again. This time apart has shown me that ... Me and Serayah need each other. Being a father has been amazing and I love being one but being a husband wasn't good. I didn't know how to be one. I let go of a good woman and I hope whoever has her next, treats her better than I did. I wish her the best of luck."