Chemistry

Chapter 35

~Serayah~

As a mother I want the best for my kids. As a wife I don't know what to do anymore, My husband is not the man I married. I will always love Bryshere but he's pushing me away and I can't do it anymore. He cheated on me and I will never forget that. It's time for me to leave Bryshere alone because this is the end and I can't go through the same routine with him. My friends want me to leave him as well and I don't want to tell my kids that but I guess I have too. Bella is the oldest so I think she would understands then Prince, Kehlani, and Hakeem. I didn't want this to happen but I blame this on Bryshere because he destroyed this family not me.

~Serayah walked into Bella's room~

Bella can we talk?-Serayah

Sure mom, what's on your mind-Bella

Bella, you know I love you right?-Serayah

Yes I do-Bella

Bella, your daddy and I is not seeing eye to eye anymore-Serayah

What do you mean?-Bella

Honey, daddy and I is not going to make it.-Serayah

You dying?!-Bella

No, our marriage is falling apart and mommy is not happy with daddy-Serayah

So you are getting a divorce-Bella

I don't know yet but always remember we love you so much and we never thought this would happen- Serayah

Was it our fault?-Bella

No Bella, don't ever blame yourself for this. Mommy is the one who wants this marriage to end okay, and I don't want you to be mean to your father ever okay, You can see him whenever you want. I'm not going to take that away from you and your siblings. I love you with all of my heart Bella you are my daughter now and I will always support you and be here for you-Serayah

So are we moving?-Bella

No, I don't know how this going to go between daddy and me but trust me we may not have to move-Serayah

Okay, I love you mom-Bella

I love you too Bella-Serayah

~Serayah walked out~

Serayah we need to talk?-Bryshere

There's nothing to talk about, I just got done talking to our daughter about us so-Serayah

You did the talk without me?-Bryshere

Yes I did, remember I'm always with my kids everyday so they are use to it-Serayah

You are something else-Bryshere

Bry you wasn't here for us to talk to Bella!! I'm not about to sit at this house waiting for your ass! so you can go and talk to Bella because she's your daughter and she might want to hear from you anyway.-Serayah

I hate you!-Bryshere

If you hate me then why did you marry me and got me pregnant three times. Watch your words next time, go talk to your daughter and leave!!-Serayah

You know what Fuck this shit, I'm out! I'm pretty sure you got my daughter turn against me.-Bryshere

Why would I do that? she's your twin. I would never turn my kids against their father. I don't know what kind of bitch you think I am but I will never do that so think what you want Bry I don't care. -Serayah

I wish I never met you-Bryshere

You are saying this out of anger Bry and It's okay I already did my yelling and screaming so go ahead take the anger out on me Bry-Serayah

I hate you so much-Bry

And I hate you too-Serayah

I'm out of here-Bry

Oh don't forget this-Serayah

What?-Bryshere

Your shit and this slap-Serayah

~Serayah gave Bryshere his stuff and slapped him, they stare at each other in the eyes and Bryshere tried to lean in to kiss Serayah but she didn't go for it~

I think you should go Bry-Serayah

Will do- Bryshere

~Bryshere~

It hurts me the most to not be around my wife and kids, I know I haven't been around but I want Serayah to know that I am trying. But our marriage ain't going to work I will always love Serayah and no matter what I will always be there for her. Serayah is my best friend, my lover and the mother of my kids. I would never turn my back on her and my kids. I want our marriage to work but since she can't trust me I guess I can respect that. My life is falling apart and my heart is broken, and I guess I deserve that, I want my wife to be happy. Only if I could go back in time and change the past I would but I can't . I fucked up my marriage for good, I did this shit once and she gave me a chance and now I did it again and she's done with me, I am pretty sure she's going to start dating Jacob and I'm not mad at that I will always love her, I been with her for years but she's tired of me and I can respect that.

~Bella~

As a young girl I can finally understand that people can't last forever and my mom told me that today, I never understood grown folks business because I am just a child and since my mom and my dad is not going to be together anymore I promise my Granny to be there for my mother and I am sticking to my promise, I am the oldest and I can do fun stuff unlike my other siblings but since my father is not going to be living with us anymore I guess I am in charged of the house. As a big sister I promise to take care of my siblings even though my siblings don't know what's going on with mom and dad but I will be there for them and take care of them like a big sister that I am. I love my parents equally but It's none of my business but whoever was wrong in this situation they need to be forgiven. My mom is a strong beautiful woman and she is very independent and as her being a mother, a wife, a actress and a singer it's hard for her. I have been hearing my mom and dad argue all the time and sometimes I just cry myself to sleep because I'm afraid what would happen. I want to help my mom even if my dad is around or not. I can see how stressful and depressed my mom has been and all I can do is help her, I understand my mom wants help but I'm afraid that something bad would happen to her, I know I shouldn't be thinking like that but that's how I feel. I just want my parents to not hate each other but love one another again. I want my parents to get back together again but whatever my mom feels that's the rule we have to follow

"You can't reach what's in front of you until you let go of what's behind you."

-Franklin D. Roosevelt.

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THE END