Gone

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~the next day~

I woke up and screamed when I saw maxy kissing some random guy.
"Cheesus maxy what the flip r u doing" I screamed at maxy making her jump "your engaged and pregnant"
"Bull beep star bull beep he don't care for me he dumped me last night cause he thinks I hate him which is poo" she screams punching the wall

"Maxy stop and u get out maxy come here"I say to the boy who seems to be a lil creeped out "its alright if he really loved you he wouldn't do that now I'm really sorry but I have to go like now as my school starts the day after 2moz and so I've gtg love you babes" I say feeling bad but I do so I put all my stuff into my bag and decide to go in my pjs and then get in the car

I set off smiling to myself about life so I turn the radio on to gossip girl and laugh when they start talking about Charlie and Leondre aka bam
Leo devries as said to have finally got Shan back but ruined it once again cause was seen kissing some other girl
Is he acc serious we all now he loves Shan doesn't he?

My phone suddenly rings so I press answer (I know that's not good) and put it on speaker to hear Shan crying her eyes out.
"Star my life's not good right now please come round" Shan cries (Shan and Leo had got back 2gever)

"I'm so sorry but I'm driving right now but I should be home at 2 hours 30 mins the most and I promise as soon as I get home I'll come and see you is the rumour true" I ask
"Yes he straight out apologised but I can't we've been together for like 2 years and this is how he repays me for my anniversary" she sobs harder
"Oh my god I tots forgot it was your anniversary look I'm sorry but I've got to go but I promise I'll see you as soon as" I said

I went to press decline when I looked back up I saw my life go infring of my eyes cars screeching to a halt people beeping and my car going round and round and banged into another car setting it on fire! My car was on fire but I couldn't move I was paralysed. I felt my head felling lighter and lighter till I think I fainted. Or I was dead!

~2 weeks later~

I couldn't move couldn't speak and I think I was in a coma (god I should be known as th coma girl) Charlie would be with me every day ever hour every minute every second. He was crying all the time and it made me want to open my eyes more and more but i couldn't I just couldn't.

How I wanted to see his face I just wanted to hold him and tell its all all right but I know it's not. I'm not here for him I'm not able to make sure he's fine all the things he went through for me telling his fans they're not true fans if they're gonna hate on me or cancelling his tour cause I was sick and now I'm in a coma all are good times going to waste as I was gonna die

The doctor said so even though I'm in a coma at the moment they said I was unable to wake up Charlie had cried harder than ever at that point saying they where lying not believing their words but he should cause I wasn't gonna wake up.

I just wanted to hold him tight tighter than anything and make sure he didn't cry anymore. Kiss his tears away and stop him going through his hard time. He speaks to me tells me what he would do if I woke up how he misses me how he needs me how Shan maxy and Leondre are so upset.

Charlie PoV (ooooh new PoV)

She couldn't go I needed her why can't she wake up. The doctors say she's gonna die but she's strong she's gonna stay with me and we are gonna live together get married have children and live life to the fullest. I need her to hold me kiss away my tears hold me tight tighter than anything and just love me. She's still breathing her hearts still going all her friends are crying for her why did Leondre have to cheat in Shan so Shan wouldn't have to call star star wouldn't have to end the call and so she wouldn't be in this coma.

I need her to wake up why won't she she will I know she will I cant love anyone else but her oh hell I need to know she's alright. She's not alright she's going to blooming die just cause Leondre was such and ideot. Bull beep I can't go away from her. I sleep here I eat here I love here now until she wakes up or or she's goes. I had tears trickling fast down my cheeks now I couldn't look at anything but her I couldn't live without her day in and out I sit here talking to her and just sure as anything hope she can hear me

"Charlie your need fresh air you look so Ill please babes" my mums asked me
"I can't leave her she's my everything what if she wakes up while I'm out their and she thinks I've left her mum" I state crying now "I'll stick my head out the window okay I love her mum"

I walk over to the window and stick me head out only to hear the beeping stop her heart stop nooooo!!! I turn around and let out a cry to see the beeping monitor with a straight line absolutely no noise her breathing stopped my queen was gonna 😭😭

Stars PoV

I was gone and the last thing I heard was i love her mum and that broke my heart but then I just went and now I'll never see my dearest prince ever ever again!

Charlie's PoV

The last thing I said to her was 'I love her mum' before she just went and now my love has gone and I can't live
"Please say I'm dreaming mum please say she's still here" I cried "this can't be real"
"Charlie I'm so sorry she's gone" my mum says now crying as well "I'm sorry"
I run out of the hospital and sit on ten bench and cry. My life was over as she was my life i can go on I can't love anyone ever again the same way as I loved my baby star we want through so much to it have to come to this.

My phone rang so I answered shaking like crazy she was gone
(C- Charlie l- Leondre s- Shan)

L- we heard
S- I'm so sorry Charlie
C- she gone why cant she still be here
S- I know Charlie i can't believe I rang her and then she went it's all my fault
C- Idc who's fault it was she's gone so I can't go on with bam anymore
L- I understand
S- yeah same
C- my lives nothing anymore she was all of me and know she's gone
L- yeah mate I'm coming up their now
S- yeah same she was my soul sister and now she's gone
C- okay..b-b-bye

And I broke into fits of tears again. Why did she have to go. I went back into the hospital and ran to her room and hugged her not wanting to let go wanting to hug her forever and ever and love her forever. I turned on my phone and looked through every single picture o and of her I just let my tears fall
"Mum why does she have to go why can't she live forever"

A/n I feel bad for Charlie and I feel bad for splitting up bam 😂😂

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