I was about to go home when it clicked in my head I had no make-up. I checked my purse and counted my money- £180 I definately had enough money so I made my way back and looked for boots and super drug.
I eventually spotted super drug so I made my way there. My phone started to ring so I answered it
S- hi
C- hey it's charlie I'm using Leo's phone as I've lost mine
S- oh hey u alrightC- yh but how r u and where r u
S- I'm fine but my head hurts a little and I'm just in super drug wbu
C- I'm right behind you heheI spun around and screamed a little when I saw him
"Sorry you just... anyway why r u here" I asked slightly scared
"It's was kinda a dare to go out with you to prove to my friends that I can get with anyone" he started "but I think I've actually fallen for you so please don't hate me and please carry on dating me"No what the hell. I'm an idiot" I sighed at him and rolled my eyes. I ran into super drug as I knew charlie wouldn't come in after me he's not that sort of boy. Weirdly though I kind of wished he would.
I looked for the lipstick section trying to hide my tears as they spurted down my face. I picked up all different shades of lipstick and chucked them into my a plastic bag and looked for loads more when I finally found stuff I saw a black leather bag and picked it up I went to buy them.
~1 hour later~
I finally bought all my stuff the que was the longest I had ever seen and I guess i sort of out did myself with the make up there was loads. I finally got to the bus stop and realised I've got TONS of homework noooooo!!!!
As I got home I sat at gus' desk in his room knowing he wouldn't be home for another hour and got to work. Maths and English were a piece of cake seen as it was just revision. But science was hard as hell, I mean who listens in science really?
As I read through the work I started to just write random when I noticed gus' journals and I couldn't help myself. As I walked over I started to read them and got so intrigued. He had written literally everything in them.
The pranks Liam and franks pull, the times Tracy has put us in danger, the times when Tees got stuck somewhere or when someone's fallen and the times when new people have arrived and what the house thinks of them, wait maybe I'm in them!
I search through at least 6 books before finally finding the one with the date of when I got moved here.
Name- Star (won't tell me the rest)
Birthday- 24th December 2002
Star sign- capricorn
Why is she here?- no family, got kicked out her old one.People review on her:
Tee- beautiful but angry. Alone. Wish I could talk to her but people tell me I shouldn't. She seems very sad.Lily- Everyone tells me to ignore her and that she's not supposed to be alive so I ignore her and pretend she's not alive.
Johnny- weird, ugly, loner and deserves all of this. Disgrace!Sapphire- Feel bad for her. Secretly think she's beautiful but she's ugly? So clever and so nice but if anybody finds out about this I'm going to kill you.
Carmen- Amazing. Idol. Love her. Supposed to ignore her but don't want to but Johnny said he'd give me a tenner if I do.Gus- Unusual, sad, lonely, upset, bullied. Doesn't know how to speak her mind. Should keep a diary it would help.
Tracy- Lovely girl. Could speak up more but all in all very pretty but very sad.
Mike- need to ask later, hasn't got time.Gina- lovely girl.
Toby- She's cool.
Liam- Astonishing. She shouldn't be bullied but I guess everyone hates her so why should I have to suffer being bullied just because she does.Frank- Who? Sounds nice I guess.
Conclusion: very nice, pretty but bullied and sad.
"Not bad" I mutter to my self as I put it back and go back to my homework. Suddenly I realise that it's probably Johnny who has something against me and probably is the one telling everyone to ignore me."What the hell?" A voice shouts suddenly "get out get out"
"Gus calm I was just doing my homework I'm so sorry" I say anxiously gathering my stuff and accidentally knocking a pencil. "Breathe"As I place it back in its rightful place (measured it and all) I walk out giving him a shy smile. Making my way towards my room I hear everyone having a discussion.
"Didn't you see Charlie over yesterday?" I'm guessing Carmen squeals.
"I know they were acting so lovey dovey" tee answers back."What the hell does he see in that weirdo" Johnny laughs and the older ones join in, ouch!
"Johnny shut up" Lily sighs "she'll hear you"
"She deserves to know how worthless she is" he laughs "her mum and probably killed themselves they were so depressed.Tears poured down my cheeks as i glared at the closed door. I HATE HIM!
"Well at least my mum didn't ditch me somewhere and allow my dad to abuse me" I scream as I storm on through the door glaring evils at Johnny pouncing on him. As I straddle him I start to punch him."Get off of me" he shouts trying to block my punches "you should be lucky your a girl or I punch you back ten times harder"
"Oh so you can't punch a girl physically but you can mentally huh?" I shout as I struggle in Liam's grip who's pulled me off of him."Whatever" He rolls his eyes as he walks towards the bathroom to wash him self off. Seen as I'm probably bright red, I storm off into the garden to kick a ball to let put my anger.
"Breathe" a voice soothes. I turn my head to see sapphire"Eff off" I see the kicking the ball hard against the shed.
"I haven't done nothing" she puts her hands up in surrender. She's too funny,
"Yh course you haven't" I glare at her "your too flipping funny" I laugh sarcastically.
"Look I'm sorry for whatever I've done" she apologises looking sincere."Whatever" I roll my eyes
"Im serious, I feel so bad for what everyone does to you" she says
"What changed know that you suddenly noticed?" I ask intrigued picking up the ball
"You're quite like me you know. Angry annoyed upset easily, and I understand it hard" she says"You really don't" I chuckle darkly kicking the ground
"I may not have been bullied but I can help" she insists
"Whatever" I say before walking into her embrace of a hug

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Bullies |bars and melody
FanfictionI'm called star and have a dull life and am bullied and am in love but all I can do about my love for Charlie lenehan is hide it aside die if anyone found out