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Life sucks

By the time I got back home from my Aussie trip I was older and more tired and more.... ill. I had cancer again. It had come back and this time I couldn't live it was death stage 4😰.

Charlie each day hugged me and whispered soothing things and talked to the ba oh Yh I was also pregnant. My baby was gonna die as well its only 3 weeks only and I have 1 month left.

My family and friend want to make it the best last month but with me being sick at any random time and mostly always tired the most I could do was go to the park and yet I had to cover my face up because yes I'm so embarrassed but I dont want to but I just I hated it. Life sucks..!

Time went past slow my old school friends visiting Charlie's fans sending me nice messages but with loads of mean tweets. I think that's what did for me the mean tweets the amount of people who were glad I think that's why I didn't want to take treatment because the amount of people who were glad.
I hate life!

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As time went by I was depressed and done. I was fat and ugly. I was sad and unloved. Charlie had given up shouted at me the stormed out.

Flashback

"Come on baby lets go out" he'd pried at me but I didn't want to
"Charlie love I really didn't want to" I said calmly breaking down as tears went down my cheeks, why was I crying?

"I've arranged it all though all your friends are gonna be at the park I promised I'd get us their" he shouted obviously annoyed
"You know I wouldn't come so why promise it" I answered bored with the convo

"This is it this is why I'm bored with us you don't try and u just annoy me all the time just eating away my money taking my money for granted" he growled as I stated at him flabbergasted!

"Ouch" I cried smiling softly before tucking myself under the covers and closing my eyes "I'm sorry if that's how you feel"
"That's all you have to say?" He stared at me before grabbing his bag and opening the door before glancing at me

"Sorry for having cancer" I whispered quietly but I think he heard cause as soon as the words left his lips he stopped for a second and stopped before storming out letting out a angry list of curse words.

End of flashback

I'd been lying down for the last 5 days counting down the days I had left. Nobody has visited Charlie hadn't left a single text or email or call and it hurt honestly it hurt that he didn't care enough about his 18 year old wife who had cancer, was I really worth noting to him?

Those many years where I'd stood by him through the hate through the awfulness. This is how he repays me. I laid down but suddenly felt myself drifting if but it felt deeper than a sleep, so this is it this is how I died. Alone and ditched. Great why couldn't I have been a cruel cat lady. I hate life!

Charlie PoV

I'm an idiot! How could I storm out in her like that my 18 year old wife who had cancer I'd just left alone for two days and hadn't contacted her. I travelled to my car and started it up knowing where I was heading.

It was only a 5 minute drive minimum and so I was knocking at the door before I knew it.
"Come on love open up, I'm sorry!" I shouted angrily "look ill make it up to you I know I'm stupid *gulp* I love you *sob* I'm stupid and stupid and stupid *sob* come on open up" i started slamming in the door extremely peed off. What if? Shoot! I slammed the door and finally got it down and rushed into my room to see. No she couldn't be but then again she could. I fell to her side and the tears dropped down, no stopping them. My love of my life was gone!

The end