Soukoku one shots//Dazai x Chuuya

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You're the only reason I doubted myself

It was the night after Chuuya had unchained Dazai from the wall in the port Mafia's prison.

As much as Dazai wouldn't like to admit it he wanted to see Chuuya again.

So here he was, outside of Chuuya's front door, picking his lock.

Chuuya heard the rattling at his door, so he got up off his bed to check it out.

That's we're he saw the tall brunette in his living room.

"Wow I like what you've done with the place Chibi! Like a lonely collage student mood~"

"What the hell are you doing in my house? Get out. Get out Dazai your not welcome here."

"But Chuuuya this used to be my house to~"

"Used to be. Before you betrayed me- I mean- the mafia."

"Chuuya...I-"

"You what Dazai? Your sorry? Sorry's not gonna cut it, but nice try. Now. Get. Out. Now."

"Chuuya I love you."

Dazai walked over to Chuuya and wrapped his arms around his petite past partner.

Chuuya tried his best to wiggle through but to his avail it was not use. Dazai was incredibly taller than him which made this very unfair game.

"LET GO OF ME!"

"Chuuya will you at least give me a chance to explain myself before jumping to conclusions? You know I still have my reasons?" Dazai said taking with his chin on top of Chuuya's head.

Chuuya stopped struggling.

"I don't care what you do anymore..."

"Chuuya I didn't want to leave you behind. If I could take you I would've, but it was my battle to fight. I'm so sorry I aloud myself to be weak and fall for you before I left. Choosing freedom or the mafia and you was the most difficult decision of my life. Please don't blame me. I'm truly sorry. I do...I do love you Chuuya."

"Love? You sure do have a funny way of showing it then Dazai, because all you've shown me since we were fifteen is how annoying you can be. If you think you can show up to my house, give me a crappy apology, and expect to be forgiven just like that, your deeply mistaken. Now. Get. Out!"

"Chuuya listen to me," Dazai paused looking into Chuuya's infuriated eyes. They were radiating hatred from every inch of them, "Your the only reason I doubted myself in leaving. The only reason I wanted to hang on. You're the reason I'm alive."

Tears threatened to drop down Chuuya's face. He let his shoulders relax and began speaking.

"W-what? I'm the...reason you...doubted yourself?"

"Yes Chuuya. You mean more to me than you think. Even if I have the absoulute worst way of showing it. I love you Chuuya."

Chuuya furrowed eyebrows settled and his eyes softened. The coner of his lips spread upwards. Now he was crying. Happy tears.

"I- I love you to Osamu."

There it was. Osamu. Dazai couldn't resist anymore and bent down to kiss his petite ex-partner. Nothing could ever separate them. At least not for long they always would find their way back to home.

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I'm not gonna lie this was sorta short. I hope you still enjoyed it.

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Word count: 552 (kinda)