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Yoongi: I'm Fine (Save Me) Pt: 1

Thank you for reading my books and always giving me love and support,
it's everything to me.

Sincerely, thank you. 🌺💜

TW: Blood, Yelling, Violence,
Mentions of self harm, Angst.

This story wayyyyyyyy longer than the other ones, So it'll be divided into three parts.
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(Trailer Introduction)

It's summer but it feels like winter, The 𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨, The 𝙇𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 and the 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 are all what describes me best.

I'm tired of being 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩, tired of being 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙, tired of being 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙, tired of 𝙧𝙪𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚'𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨, and mostly tired of being 𝙢𝙚.

I'd like to tell the members how I really feel, but I'm afraid they 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙.

I'm 𝙣𝙤𝙩 even sure if 𝙞 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛.

"I'm fine" should be my biggest lie.
"aw aves" (rotate your phone's screen)

End of introduction.
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Yoongi's POV:

Jin walked into my and Hoseok's shared room, interrupting my thoughts.

I was burying my face in my knees when I noticed Jin standing in front of me, arms crossed and a worried expression on his face.

End of POV.
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"Aren't you going to sit with us?"

Asked Jin, giving the younger a concerned look.

"Go away"
𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺.

"aren't you going to atleast eat with us? We miss having you around"

Replied Jin, Holding his tears that were threatening to fall at any second.

"I ALREADY ATE, GET OUT"
𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.

Yoongi yelled avoiding Jin's gaze and staring at the carpet.

The others ran up to see what was happening, Soon they realized what happened.

"STOP MAKING EXCUSES MIN YOONGI!!!!"

Jin yelled causing everyone to flinch. Everyone's eyes widened, They've never seen Jin or Yoongi angry, They rarely show emotions.

"Y-Yoongi h-hyung how about-"

Jimin flinched as he was cut off by Yoongi's outburst. He couldn't do anything anymore.

"I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING!! I'M TIRED OF YOU NOT LEAVING ME ALONE!! AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH?! CAN'T YOU GIVE ME SOME PRIVACY!!! CAN'T I LIVE WITHOUT PAIN!?!"

𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳, 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩. 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘯, 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥.