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033.

(THE 1– TAYLOR SWIFT)

❝I THINK I MIGHT....LOVE YOU.❞

AS SOON as Richarlison returned back home that night, he immediately grabbed himself a beer, sitting down on his couch. Trying to wrap his head around everything that just happened.

There was no doubting that he had feelings for Delina. That was making itself very obvious right now. But the thing stopping him from admitting his feelings was him being scared.

He didn't want to admit to himself how much he really liked her and maybe even loved her because this was all new to him. He had spent majority of his adult years loving Lena and being in that relationship. The thought of committing to something so new and different was scary to him.

As he was thinking over everything, he heard a knock at his door. He was sort of hoping it was Delina. Taking it as a sign that she was the best person for him.

Opening it, Lena stood at the door. Hope in her eyes and a smile on her face.

"Hi."

"What are you doing here Lena." He sighed running a hand through his hair.

"I'm sorry richy! I really am. Taking you for granted was my biggest mistake. You didn't deserve that." She said

"You're the best thing to ever happen to me. And I miss you. I miss you so much richarlison." She hesitantly touched his arm and he didn't stop her.

"Please just let me prove to you how sorry I am. Just one more chance richy. I don't think I can live without you." She looked down.

He looked at her, thinking. His head screaming at him not to go there, but his heart was thinking back to the times when they were good and pure. Where toxic was never a word to describe them.

The girl he knew for longer than a decade was stood in front of him. Wanting another chance.

He could tell her to leave right now. Never see her again. But his heart would still be calling out for her.

However. There was Delina. That he knew deep down was the best person to ever exist. And that he had fallen for her. But things with her were uncertain. And there was no guarantee it would work out. The thought of losing her for good if they ever broke up, killed him.

Keeping her as friend seemed to be a better option in his mind. And with Lena, things were guaranteed to work. They always had.

"I'm done with luiz. I've blocked him and I don't ever want to see him again. I just want you richy." She moved closer to him, touching his cheek.

His hand touched hers, as he brought her into a hug. Alarm bells were definitely going off in his head but he chose to ignore them.

"I love you richy. I'm so sorry." She said into his neck.

"I.....love you too." He held her close to him.