I love you, but the rules forbid it.//Anakin Skywalker x fem! reader

The First Meeting.

You were walking with your Master, Anthra Lilate, to the entrance of the Jedi temple to meet with Master Qui Gon and his padawan, Obi-wan Kenobi. Apparently Master Qui Gon picked up a new child, around the same age as me, to become a Jedi. We were to help them escort the young child to the council chamber.
"Master Anthra. It is nice to see you again. You as well, young Goldfinch." Master Qui Gon greeted us.
"Hello, Master Qui Gon. Where is this boy?" My master asked Master Qui Gon.
"Right here, Master Anthra." Obi-wan stepped aside to show us the young boy.
"My name is Anakin Skywalker." The boy walked up to me and held out his hand for me to shake.
"I am Padawan Y/N Goldfinch. It is nice to meet you, Anakin." I bowed in greeting.
Anakin awkwardly lowered his hand.
"We should go to the council chamber as soon as possible. We don't want to keep the council waiting." My Master said to Qui Gon.
The other master nodded in agreement.
As we walked Anakin and I got to know each other. It was mostly Anakin chattering about himself and asking me questions every once in a while. The walk was over before I knew it and me and Anakin parted ways. Qui Gon and the two boys went in the chambers while we waited outside.
"The council has a mission for me that I need to leave you for. I should be back soon. But I'm sure if I don't return the council has something for you." She said to me.
I can't lie, the thought of my master not returning made a pan gin my heart. But I knew I couldn't show my attachment, after all, attachments are forbidden in the Jedi Order.
A few minutes later the boys came out and my Master went in to talk to the council.
"Hello, Y/N." Obi-wan bowed in greeting.
"Hello, Obi-wan." I bowed in return.
"Would you like to walk with us to the dining hall? Your master will be a while." Obi-wan offered.
"Sure." It was lunch, and I was hungry.
We walked to the dining hall and grabbed food to eat.
"This food is better than the stuff I was fed." Anakin said taking a bite of his food.
"What were you fed?" I asked out of curiosity.
"Dung worm." Anakin said before stuffing his face with the food we were given.
"Dung worm? Who would ever prepare a meal like that?" I asked as I took a bite of my food.
"Slave owners."
That sentence sent pity, anger, and sympathy through me, I had no idea why but I was able to push the feelings down.
When we parted ways I went back to my room for the night.