Harry's p.o.v
I looked at my phone. I had a message from matt, smiling to myself i answered it.
"Good night baby sleep tight xx - matt"
He was amazing. I've been officially dating him for two weeks now i remember when we made it official. It had been so special
*two weeks earlier*
"Hey matt! I'm on my way now i'll be there in about five mins" i said into the phone happy that i'd finally got him to come on a date with me. He was scared because all the paparazzi that would be around. I laughed to myself, he worried too much.
As i pulled up to his house, a small tacky three bedroomed thing with way too many people living in, i heard a shout. Worried about his health i ran up to the door knocking hard before it opened moments later. A cute ball of soft straight hair appeared. Matt. I sucked in a breath i hadn't realised i'd been holding in as i saw the look on his face. It showed pain and annoyance i could see it in those amazing greeny blue orbs.
"Can we go. Like now! Please haz?" He ushered. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the car, he slammed the door behind him. I opened the door for him as we neared it. He sat in the passenger seat and waited for me to get into the other side. I started up the car and we drove off sitting in awkward silence for five minutes before i decided i needed to know what had happened. "Matt? You know i'm always here for you right?" He nodded. "Well can you please tell me whats wrong? I don't like seeing you upset."
He sighed before looking at me. I could see tears building in his eyes so i grabbed his hand squeezing it reassuringly.
He sighed again "well... Uhm... They were arguing again. And i... I can't stand it anymore its horrible. I just wanna curl into a ball and die."
That's when the tears started. I pulled over onto my seat and pulled him into my chest rubbing slow soothing circles into his back. "Please don't say that Matt. Please. If you died i wouldn't be able to live i would kill myself too." I could feel a limp forming in my throat from imagining life without him
He slowly started to calm down and mustered "y-you wou-would do that c-cause m-m-me?"
I smiled relieved at him calming down. It broke my heart seeing him cry "Of course matt. I-i l-" this was it now or never. I slowly took another breath before trying again. "I-i uh.. U-"
"NO! You are not aloud to end your life because me! Please" he almost shouted getting quieter after every word before he was speaking in a chocked whisper.
I couldn't do it! I missed out on my only chance to do it. I missed out on my only chance to tell him how i felt. I was a coward but i was determined by the end of the night to do it.
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I pulled up outside the fancy restaurant i was taking matt to. He had no idea were we was going or how long it would take us. I had decided that i should blindfold him to make him more surprised. I told him i would be back in a second before i left the car returning on his side moments later with a clue as to were we would be going next and also last. I gave him the blanket not revealing anymore about our night before i took off his blindfold. He looked at the blue thick fabric like child given a big problem. He had no idea.
"What is this haz?" I laughed at his confused innocent face. Oh how i love that face.
"This my dear" i said putting on a parental voice "is your clue to were we are going next and then thats the end of our night." I smiled at him hoping he wouldn't be able to guess so i could surprise him later.
