Harry's P.O.V
Its been a week. A week since... I can't even say it. I sat there holding his hand waiting. Waiting for anything from him. I don't want him to die. I wouldn't live much longer if he did. I would be crying had i not already cried all week.
"Matt please wake up. Please." I whispered my voice cracking slightly mid-sentence. I kissed his hand and rested my forehead against it.
"H-haz." I heard the familiar angelic voice whisper. "W-what are you doing here!! Go away." He violently jerked his hand away from me.
"M-matt? Your awake" a smile crept on my face before slowly fading as i realised what he'd said. "W-what do you mean baby? I-i love yo" my throat closed up at that point no longer able to form words as he slapped me round the face.
His heart monitor was going wild "i-i'm sorry haz" he slowly spoke. "I love you too ple-" he was cut off by the load beeping off the heart moniter going dead. He was dead. H-he's g-gone.
Tears streaked my face as i heard the doctors rushing in and trying to bring him back. A tall blonde nurse came up to me. "I'm sorry we did everything we could do but he's gone"
'He's gone. He's gone. He's gone' the words echoed in my head.
I awoke tears streaming down my face head on matt's hand. It had been that dream again. Every time i fell asleep that dream would haunt me. The thought of what had happened sprung more tears to my eyes. Suddenly a hand reached up to my face and wiped away a tear.
I looked up to see matt. He was awake. Finally. After two weeks in a comer he was awake. I smiled at him. He pulled a pained smile back.
"Why are you crying haz?" He chocked out a pained expression on his face.
"Shh babe it was just a bad dream." I hushed him the doctors said when. If. He woke up it would hurt to speak because his adams apple would run up and down the cut. "Are you in pain? Do you want me to call a nurse?"
I stepped up as i saw the pain on his face he reached up and took my hand pulling me down to him. "What happened back... Back at t-the flat?" I had to explain to him now and i just hope he believes me.
I took a deep breath before starting. "L-louis. He kissed me. I-i tried to push him off but it didn't work. It was horrible." He had a look of utter concentration. What was he thinking about? "A-as soon as i had him o-off. I ran. After you."
He looked up to my eyes and he pulled me closer. Putting his lips to my ear. He whispered. "I love you. Please don't do anything like that again."
I pulled my head away looking over his face, his brown hair greasy from not washing but still it looked soft, his eyes were green orbs today. They held complete sadness and a few tears, his crooked nose, his lips. Puffy and so kissable. He had a light stubble around his face. I looked back up to his eyes and mouthed "i love you" moving my hands in motion to from one finger pointing to my eye, to my hands making a heart shape, to my other finger pointing at him. He smiled and i leant in kissing his lips softly. Oh how i missed these lips even though he hadn't drunk in weeks they were still soft, full of life and sweet. This was our first kiss in weeks. My first kiss since. Louis. And it felt like heaven.
Someone cleared their throat. I looked behind me to see Zayn. He held an awkward smirk on his face. He walked back out and moments later him, a doctor, Liam, Niall and Julie walked in. The doctor checked over matts condition. Got him some painkillers and asked for all of us to step out of the room for a moment.
As we all got outside he looked at us. "What he's done is really terrible. You have two choices. One he can be sent to a mental institute were they will care for him and make sure he gets better and doesn't do anything like that again. Or you can take him home and you can keep an eye on him for yourselves but either way he will have to go see a councillor to make sure he's getting better. If you need a moment to think about this i can go and you can?" We all looked at him i already knew what the answer was going to be for me. He was NEVER going to a mental home. He was only going to our home.
I looked to the rest of them. "Can we go for option two." I said holding up two fingers. "I can't have him leave me again please." They all nodded in agreement and that was it. We had decided. He was staying with me.
After we got forms and stuff for the councillor i made my way back into the room to see matt smiling at me. That smile. It was the smile that could easily kill me with pure love.
Matt's P.O.V
I sat up and waited for harry to come in. What had the doctor wanted to talk about that couldn't be said in front of me? He walked back in. A look on his face that told me what the doctor said wasn't good. I smiled at him reassuringly trying to calm him down a bit. He sat down next to me on the bed.
I intwined our hands hoping that it would calm him down enough to tell me what was said. "Uhm... Theres some good news and bad news what would you like first?" I thought about it good news then bad.
"Good then bad." I spoke cuddling up to him. He put an arm around me. Pulling me in close.
"Well you are coming home with me." He beamed. "And you'll be looked after well. But you have to be supervised at all times by one of us. Just think every time you have a shower i'm going to be there too." He laughed he always new how to make me smiled and how to work my dirty mind. "Also you have to go see a councillor. Hopefully its a fit guy you can check out. Just no touching 'cause that's what i'm here for." He winked at me making me laugh. Oh how i loved this boy.
I looked at him my eyes travelling over his face. His dimples, that adoring smile, those big puffy lips, the amazing nose, his deep green eyes that i just into, his chocolaty curls. I loved this boy and i could never forget that.
His brow furrowed. "What's the matter baby?" He asked softly.
I smiled. "Nothing i was just..." I looked away embarrassed. "Admiring my boyfriend."
I dared a glance back to his face, owe his beautiful face, i saw his heart warming smile. He put a hand on my cheek and forced to lock eyes with him before he kissed me. Fiercely but passionately. Instantly my lips responded. I heard a soft beeping slowly quickening. I realised it was my heart monitor as a smile crept onto his face.
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I did say this chapter was to be put up like 10 mins after the last one and i didn't lie. Next one coming soon.
