DESTINATION ALONE

MR C POV

Good morning beautiful!! Kisses Stacy forehead and tummy how is my two favorite persons today?? Muwah muwah giggles he knows his daddy! Daddy can't wait to meet you I can't wait either ☺️ you are so good to me I love u Christopher muwah u too stace.

I  lost both my parents to a fatal car accident few years back so i always felt alone until tash came in the picture. But the relationship has been going downhill I do want her but I don't love her anymore I can't understand. Maybe I stopped caring or both of us at a point stopped but it's been hard I treat her as trash most days I still don't know why she stays ,we lost that bond after the second miscarriage I can't go through that again she is so different now barely even alive I can't deal with that after we decide to take a break she went to live with Kay we Got more distance between us I Know she loves me but I wish I can just let her go I tried so many times yet I find myself showing up at her place.

We had this bond before now i couldn't keep my hand off her or stand being away from each other it has been a long time since I felt like that, stace and I met at work she has always been a confidant and gave good advice, she knows tash n tash her, stace has been my assistant at the law firm Boyds, reid and stein.

I am an attorney I do mostly civil cases, we had a party at work when stein made partner I wanted to invite tash but few months back she had lost her mother to cancer and I didn't know how to reach her she wouldn't eat, sleep she was a mess so I let Kay handle it she was her support I still called and checked in when I could and when she had time to reply. We had one drink too many me and stace hooked up in the library, I didn't feel anything after and thought it was done with until a few months ago when she told me she was pregnant!! I still haven't told tash I will eventually.

Stace is a good person we haven't made it public at work that she was carrying my child we would have to put inform hr and she would have to resign we saw no need for that. She hasn't told anyone in the office I fathered her child and I don't go to doctors visits but she gives me the information, whenever I need to see her I go to her apartment I rarely spend the night or sex we spend alot of time on the phone texting we rarely call off work tash isn't one to search the phone or else it would have gone different, tash is more of a sub I can do her the cruelest things and then I call she comes right back I do love her she was once my best friend but love means nothing until you see your child first ultrasound and I want to do right by her no matter what.

out of respect I haven't brought her home she understands and I am almost done building a two bedroom apartment for her and my child don't feel comfortable where she is living now one day I can move in with her when all is done with. The house is almost complete it just need the electricity and furniture now I don't love her but I love my child it wasn't planned but I am glad it happened I wish it was with tash but it wasn't for us.