Him~Marcus Lopez X Y/n (deadly class)

Secret Santa

In 15 days it's Christmas and we all decided to write everyone's names on paper and put it in a hat and pick a name and can't say who it is.

I got Billy. I know what he likes so it would be easy to get him something just to go and find it. After we picked names we went to sleep. For 6 days I didn't look for Billy's present.

8 days till Christmas. I went to the comic book store that I worked at and got him his favorite comics and I got him a surprise from a different store that I wanted to keep secrets till Christmas.

I got back to Kings Dominion and tried to go passed Marcus and billy unnoticed which I did perfectly. I hid the presents under my bed. Now all I had to do was wait till Christmas to give it to him.

I went to a few more stores to get Marcus something. I got him some new convers cuz he's was worn-out by now and a few things he would like.

7 days till Christmas.
I woke up with Marcus on my chest like always. Nothing new. He was still sleeping so I let him sleep. I slowly tried to move him so I could go to the bathroom but he got me back in his grip." Love, I need the bathroom." I whined as I was trying to break free from his grip. He moaned in response, I rolled my eyes to the back of my head and he moved me closer to him.

"Come on, please I really need to pee." I say trying to wiggle my way out of his arm. "Fine but be quick." He groaned. He let go and I went to the bathroom while I was in there I brushed my teeth which made him come in to see why I was taking long.

"You said u wanted to pee." He said as he rapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder blade. "I know but I wanted to brush my teeth, I don't like the taste." I say spitting the toothpaste out my mouth and rinsing my mouth. After I was done he turned me around to face him and he kissed me.

No matter what he always gives me butterflies. I find it so cute. We walked back to the bed and cuddled again which lead to falling asleep. I woke up to Marcus's hand on my cheek and rubbing it with his thumb to wake me up slowly.

It was so nice I grabbed his hand to hold it. I opened my eyes and smiled still holding his hand to my cheek. He kissed my forehead which gave me butterflies again and I hid my face in his hand. "Aww." He said trying to move his hand which I didn't allow.

We finally got out of bed and got dressed. It was still cold and I get sick easily.

I put on one of Marcus's jackets and some blue jeans with some chunky black boots.

Over the time I've tried to get Marcus to tell me who his secret Santa was but he wouldn't say.

We left the room to go find the others. We planned today we were gonna go ice skating. "Come on who is it?" I whined still trying to get him to tell me. "No, and if I do then it's not called SECRET Santa." He said underlining the word secret. "Ugg fine." I said walking in front of him which he hates.

He pulled my arm and span me around that I went in to his arms. "U know I don't like it when u walk in front of me, love." He said sternly. I giggled at that. He just looked at me. He lead the way again and I was still smiling.

We found the others and we headed off. As we were walking I was thinking about stuff while holding Marcus's hand. 'Why hadn't we said I love u to each other yet?' 'was he waiting for the perfect moment?' ' I'm to scared to say it but I think im gonna have to to cuz maybe he's scared to say it." I thought all of there's things at once which made Marcus look over at me.

He looked worried." Love, u ok?" He asked 'we both say love but never I love u.Yeah it's a nickname but still does he even love me?' I thought to myself again instead of answering him. The rest was still walking while we stopped just a few feet behind.

I snapped back to reality and looked at Marcus.I didn't want to tell him just yet so I had to lie, yeah I knkw it's mean to lie to him but I didn't want to tell him what I was thinking. "Mmh?" I hummed in response to his question that I missed. " I asked if u are OK." He said rubbing my arm. "Oh yeah, I just have a few things on my mind." I say which actually wasn't a lie cuz I did have things on my mind I just didn't want to talk about.

"You sure?" He asked with worrie in his voice. "Yeah of course." I say with a smile. He didn't believe me but he left it for now. We got to the ice rink, it was a little colder then outside. We got our skates and sat down to out them on. We got on the ice, I hardly skate so I'm pretty bad but Marcus helped me. We all just went away from each other. Billy was with petra, I was with Marcus and lex was just doing is own thing. And ofc willi wasn't skating properly cuz he's a scaredy cat but he won't admit it.

Me and Marcus were by ourselves and everyone was kinda far from us." What were u thinking about?" He asked has he was looking down at how I was moving my feet.

'Should I tell him?' 'No, what if he gets mad? Or worse he wants to brake up cuz of it." I thought as I was thinking of what to say. "Hello?" He waved his hand in my face to get my attention."mmh?" I hummed as I focused on him and not my thoughts.

"Love, u keep zoning out while I ask if your okay." He says with worrie in his eyes and voice. "yeah i know im just thinking of something to say" i say shyly to him with my head down so he won't see my face.

'Shit why did I say that?' I thought to myself after I had said it and now I can't go back on what I said.

He looked at me confused. "Sorry I didn't mean to say that." I said as I slowly looked up at him. He smiled a little while looking at me. He pulled me out the rink and we went to go sit by ourselves. " What has really been on your mind today?" He asked holding his hand in mine. I looked down to think.

"I've been overthinking today about something and I'm afraid of how u react if I say it to u and then I just thought about it and yeah I'm to scared to say it to u." I say trying not to make eye contact with him.

"How do u think I'll react if u tell me this thing," he asked kinda confused of what I was talking about. "Mad or maybe if I told u, u would brake up with me." I say with my head down. He took his index finger and lifted my chin up so I wouldn't just be looking down the whole time.

"What!? No matter what I'm not gonna brake up with u." He said with wide eyes. I smiled a little as I looked in to his eyes. 'Should I tell him?' I thought 'yeah why not' I thought again as I was still looking in his eyes.

"I was thinking." I started off trying to prepare myself and him for what I'm about to say. "Why do u always call me love yet u haven't said I love u?" " and then I thought well maybe cuz u wanted it to be perfect. Or you were scared. But then another thing hit me and I thought u just didn't love me." I say.

He had no expression on his face. "See this is why I didn't want to tell u." I say about to get up and walk away but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me down to sit again. "I don't know why I haven't said it yet but I think u are right I'm to scared to say it cuz I didn't know what u would say." He said looking at the floor but as he was talking he looked up at me.

"But now that u said that I'm rethinking it and maybe u woukd say it back and not just say ' oh sorry ' and walk away. " He said

'He thought I woukd walk.' I thought to myself and it almost made me cry to think he thought that. I hugged him. "I love u so much." He whispers in my ear as we were hugging. I smiled and said " I love u more." We stood up and went back in the ice. Lex came up to us.

"Where did u guys go?" He asked as he stopped in front of us. " I needed the bathroom and there were guys standing there so I asked Marcus to go with me." I said and he bought it and went back to do his thing.

We went back to ice skating.bit was actually fun when it was with Marcus.

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This chapter I kinda long but hope you guys love it. Pls vote

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