Deep waters

Chapter 6

Not even week in here and i already feel shit by my friends. What am i saying, they're not my friends. Well one of them is and she didn't even have my back when her friend started to scorch me in front of everyone.

I can't believe i'm having almost an ugly cry here, my eyemakeup is probably smudged down to my cheekbones.

I have to get to the bathroom. Other than my ruined makeup i feel that my urinary bladder will explode if i can't get to pee.

I open the door and there is a girl and boy making out in the hallway. Can dress be any shorter than that? Almost her panties are showing as the guy as his hands on her thighs.

I look away and try to look for bathroom. I awkwardly walk past them and turn around the corner to look.

Once opening or at least crack the all possible doors open i finally find it. I get inside as quickly as i can and lock the door.

I look myself in the mirror and raise my eyebrows. It's not as bad as i thought, little bit eyeliner looks smudge and my lipstick has also faided away.

I open my black purse and take my makeup bag. I first put a little bit rosy coloured lipstick and then take a toilet paper and wetted it to wipe myes.

My eyes are bit red from crying but probably no one notices it, or cares.

What am i thinking? Why do i care about people's opinion?

I hear knocking on the door and it makes me stop for what i'm doing. "Yeah?" I hesitantly say.

"Alyona?" It's Sarah.

Should i open the door? What do i say to her?

I look down and put my makeup to my purse.

"Hey, i'm sorry about Caroline. She can be a bitch sometimes but she really is okay, give her chance." She says.

I roll my eyes. Right now you shouldn't ask me to do anything.

"Alyona, please..." i hear her sigh.

"She made a fun of me in front of everyonr, just because of her obsession towards... i don't even wanna say the name since i've heard it enough of this day." I get frustrated.

"I think you're making to big deal out of this."

"Me!" I exclaim.

Me? I'm not even interested in that guy. Is there anything else that we can talk about except some stupid singer.

"Okay, okay. Caroline was out of line. But i think her meaning is to get to know you." She tries to reassure me.

"What a way to show."

"I'm sorry Alyona. I promise, next time if Caroline  or anyone is a bitch towards you, they will meet my extreme fondness to my new friend."

Her words makes a small smile coming to my lips. Maybe she is a bit dramatic but... isn't that the best part?

I unlock the door and when we face each other, she has a look on her face that is sincere. I cross my arms and wait for her to say something, she then wraps her arms around me and practically squeezes me to death in her hug. "Okay, you are forgiven." I manage to say.

"I can't lose a friendship with a person who has the coolest name." She says and pulls away.

What she says makes me freeze. Friends? Are we really friends?

"I can't either." I smile sincerely.

"But just you know. I only forgive you because i'm not a person who holds a grudge. I'm the most..." i trail and she shakes her head and directs me towards downstairs.