Insensitive

Chapter six I'm tired of waiting but I'm not tired of loving

~* I'm tired of waiting but I'm not tired of loving*~

Alex's POV

A week had passed after that unfaithful incident and things are going fine. That's what I think it is because I tried to hide my emotions but every time I do that my alone time became frequent than I imagine. And Carlisle was so worried and I know it, but I just can't tell him.

"*sighs* I think I'll rot inside this forsaken chambers of mine" I mumbled and tomorrow is Christmas Eve and ... wait... bloody hell I haven't bought presents!

I rummaged through my closet and find something comfortable to wear which is my I'm-in-a-rush-clothes that consists of a pair of leather boots, pants, tank top, and a coat. I rushed into the garage and drove off.

~* After an hour *~

After an hour of buying things for the bloody hell Christmas shopping district. I sat down on a bench and opened my tumbler. Good thing before I left the house I grabbed my tumble--.

Wait...

This isn't animal blood...

This is... human blood

Sh*t Sh*t I can't just belched out people might think that I have some disease or something.

I have no other choice but to swallow it *sighs* it's been so long since I tasted human blood and the only vampire who pursued me drinking that kind of blood is no other than him. Well that was a very long time ago and the good thing is I have control in this case scenario.

~* After half an hour *~

I returned with so many baggage and this is what I love about Christmas, which is wrapping the gifts. I don't know why but I enjoy wrapping presents. It's like creating a song that every steps is important because there's this emotion that you want to hint.

And so I went through my room and placed the presents on the floor and hid it under the bed, Because I bought something for Renesmee.

Before I went inside her room I can smell his scent inside Renesmee's room but Kate's not in there? That's weird.

I went inside and saw Renesmee braiding and clipping Garrett's hair. I snatched my phone and took some pictures. As they heard the clicking sound , both of them looked toward me. Renesmee with a happy smile and Garrett with a share-that-photo-and-I'll-kill-you look. I can't help but laugh so hard that my stomach hurts. Because he has make up and his hair are in braids? or something.

Then suddenly Bella came in and asked

"Renesmee, ready to go?"

"Yes, mom just a second I have a piece of art here."

I placed both my hands on my mouth to stop from laughing then I noticed he's glaring so I faced the wall to compose myself for a while. Then after that piece of art thing Bella and Renesmee left because they have some errands to do. So that left us two inside Renesmee's room, I was leaving the room when Garrett grabbed so many tissues to remove the "art" from his face.

I sighed and grabbed the tissues and pulled his hand then led him inside my room. I pointed my bed and he easily understood what I meant and sat down. I grabbed some cotton and make up remover and placed a chair near the bed and started removing Renesmee's work art.

Garrett's POV

It has been two weeks since that incident in the forest and also that day she recorded that song. I was always there whenever she was but I was waiting if she will make that move but she didn't .

I looked at her face as she removed that damn make up but is it make up?

*sighs*

I stared at her eyes

her lips

her cheeks

I wanted to touch her cheeks but...

Last night I proved that she won't make that move and this was the chance I want to tell her. But I know what's running inside this thick head of hers that she will reason out that she's selfish and that's not her nature. Sometimes I want to tell her face to face that it's alright to be selfish for once but this stubborn girl won't listen. And also I think I am falling for Kate not because I'm making her jealous but --.

"All finish" she said and stood up and throw the used cotton in the garbage bag

"Thank you." I said

"No problem." she said and smiled

I laid down on her bed and rested my right arm on my eyes

"If you and I where the only one who live in this planet is there a chance that you will love me." I mumbled

She was silent for a while but then she said

"If we were the only one's who live."

I sighed and thought --but I grew tired of waiting for her.

I stood up and thanked her again and left.

Alex's POV

I sighed and looked at the door where he left. I followed him but when I saw him going where Kate was sitting which is outside the balcony. I saw him kissed her forehead fondly. I smiled and went straight through my studio. I dimmed the lights and faced the two way mirror and started my new song I made earlier. I pressed play and started my session.

I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories


How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you


I needed my freedom
That's what I've thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see


Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more

Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Only you...

Bridge:
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boy can't you see...

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

You, You,
It only reminds me of you

Third Person's POV (AN: LOL first time using this :) )

As she started recording her new song she forgot to close the studio door and unknowingly as she started and stared at the mirror there he was also staring at her. Garrett stared with fondness than no other can surpass. For he may be tired of waiting he was not tired of loving her.

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Author's note:

New update :)

This chapter is so much feels I don't know how I did it

but I love it :3

Sorry for the grammatical error

Thank you for reading and voting

-KT