Insensitive

Chapter eight: I may never

~*I may never*~

~*Garrett's POV*~

The supposed to be war had ended and all of us were celebrating inside Carlisle's house. I was sitting on a couch next to Kate with my arm around her shoulder, when suddenly Alice came and said

"Have you seen Alex?"

"No, haven't seen her anywhere." Kate said

"You should ask Carlisle. Why?" I said

"I just need to give her this." She grabbed something on her pocket. It was the bracelet I gave her a long time ago.

"Where did you found that?" I asked

"I found it there." She pointed at the basement where she always records her music. Then suddenly Carlisle went to the stairs down the basement and he's looking at me intently, and I know that look. I stood up and went down the basement.

He was placing the white sheets on each instrument inside that room.

"What is it Carlisle?" I said

He grabbed something I knew a long time ago, and he gave it to me.

"Here."

"Wait, this is Alex's sketch books?" I said bewildered on what is happening.

"She wants you to have it" he said then he went upstairs

I opened the first sketch book and saw what I never knew would be. And as time passed and I was still flipping every page and came to the last page of the last sketchbook it's a letter saying that I should play a video file in her computer.

I hastily opened her computer and played the video file.

She was wearing a gray sweater and shorts. It was after Christmas.

"Hi...no that was not a good introduction but anyway. And this was the first song I made like centuries past. It was about a girl who always love a boy but the boy has someone else. He never notice that the girl was always there for him. I may never remember the feeling when I first made this song but I know I still have it within me. So this will be the last song I will made I hope you love it."

Then she placed her headphones and music started playing.

Hoh woh hoh, hoo hoo

When I was a child, the story would say

somebody will sweep you off your feet someday

That's what I hoped would happen with you

More than you could know

I wanted to tell you that my heart's in your hands

I prayed for the day that I would get the chance

just when I worked up the courage to try

much to my surprise

You had somebody else, yeah

Cause these feelings I keep to myself

[Chorus:]

I may never get to hold you so tight

I may never get to kiss you goodnight

I may never get to look deep in your eyes

or so it seems

I always will be wishin' you were mine

I'll think about what could be all the time