The Coffee Boy (Narry Lilo)

Chapter 10

Listen up guys I have decided I am going to put some smut in this story. It will be thirteen chapters about and I really truly thank you for reading so far! Hope you enjoy it!

CJ

***Niall's POV***

I just looked at all of them and it came back to me. A tear escaped my eyes and I fell to my knees.

*flashback...

I was walking to class and that man grabbed me. He punched me square in the jaw and I fell to the ground slamming my shoulder into the gravel. I felt helpless as he grabbed me. I didn't have any way of fighting back because he overpowered me easily and it sucked. He pinned me to the wall and forced his mouth on mine. His hot disgusting mouth enveloped mine and all I could taste was alcohol. He was drunk and he kept rubbing up against me closing the space between him me and the wall to the point where I thought I was going to burst from the pressure. It hurt so bad and I couldn't force myself away from him. I was scarred and his mouth was all over mine. He pulled away and threw me to the ground. Deep cuts appeared on my hands and knees and started to bleed. He pulled me off farther down the alley to the back where no one would find us even if they looked down it for me. It was dark and I knew no one would come anyway.

My pants were being ripped off of me and the man just looked at me like I was meal ready to be eaten instead of a person. This is not they way I wanted tonight to happen. He started to unzip his own pants and I kicked him. He fell down onto his side and I struggled to even get up. My pants were at my ankles making me trip once I was finally up. I fell to the ground with embarrassment and defeat. I felt him bear hug me from behind and pull me back once I got up. He pinned me to yet another wall face first. I felt him press against me and he pushed his dick against me especially. He started to shove himself into me and it hurt. I began crying because I couldn't move while he just did what he wanted with me. Eventually, the pain slowed because I felt the hot liquid come into me and he finally finished. I was disgusted and I want to throw up. He just spun me back around and kissed me once again with his horrible mouth. Then I felt the pain on the side if my head and blackness followed. The next thing I knew was that I woke up in that field. And the worst thing was, it was my first time. At least he had the decency to pull my pants back on I guess, right?

*present...

Harry came over to me and held me while I cried. Tears that I couldn't hold back spilled out of my eyes and I just couldn't hold them back if I tried. I didn't want to remember anything else. I wanted to go home. I wanted to feel safe and comfortable again. But Harry holding me made me feel safe, and with all this pain and fear I felt safer in his strong comfortable arms.

Eventually, he brought me back to my room and stayed with me after I begged him too. I didn't want to be alone. I wanted to stay safe with him. He stayed and wrapped his arms around me in my bed. I cuddled up to his chest and fell asleep.

I woke up slowly and Harry was asleep next to me. He was so peaceful and cute. He felt me move out his arms and he stirred. His eyes fluttered open and his looked almost dazed. He was adorable. I loved that he stayed. I just smiled and he smiled back.

I was feeling better after the doctors from the on campus clinic had come and did a final check up. I had told them too and they said they would add security around campus. They just told me to be safe and get better. I told them I would and I sat next to Harry on the bed. Harry knew everything. I had told him too.

He looked at me like I was a glass doll about to break. I placed my hand on the side of his cheek. I reached over and I kissed him, but softly and sweetly unlike the man had done before. And the memories flooded back. I cringed away and shut my eyes. I blocked out my memories and Harry held me once again as we sat on the edge of the bed. I began to worry that these memories would come back every time I got intimate. I truly hoped not.

It was still morning time but more like a late brunch than breakfast. Nevertheless I was hungry. My stomach growled and Harry grinned. He leaned over and kissed me on my forehead whispering, "I'll go get you some food. I will be right back I promise."

He came back holding a tray of food and I couldn't be happier. My stomach growled with anticipation for the food. He giggled as he placed the tray on my lap climbed back to my side. He was truly adorable and perfect. I loved that he was doI g this for me. I didn't deserve it but I really needed it because I don't know if I would have made the effort to feed myself it take care of myself. He was my light right now. He was my hero.

I ate my food in a peaceful silence. It wasn't awkward that it was quiet. I was relaxed and happy just eating away. I finished every bit that was on the tray and placed it on the floor next to the bed. I snuggled into Harry's side and relaxed there for a while.

"Niall?" He asked after a little while.

"Ya?" I responded.

"Wanna talk about it?"

"You already know everything... What else can you do?"

"Just, I mean is there anything you want to just talk about? Like how you feel right now or something... Are you ok?" He seemed a little worried.

I hesitated but answered honestly. "I am still scarred. I feel helpless but you being here is really comforting and I appreciate it a lot. I can't really seem to move past the idea that I was assaulted. I feel scarred but comfortable right now. I don't know if I will ever feel completely safe again. But I feel pretty close to normal here with you." I couldn't hold myself back but I reached up and I kissed him. His lips were perfectly plump and our lips fit perfectly together. He didn't at first but he began kissing back after accepting what was going on. He started intensifying the kiss and I felt happier. He made me feel complete in a way. Like I could trust him. His hands ran along my side and settled on my hips. I laid down and he bent up over me still kissing me. I felt a pang of fear hit me and I cringed pulling away from the kiss and curling up into a slight ball. I don't know what just hit me but I felt that fear. Like I was about to be attacked again. Harry went back onto my side held me.

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Ok I am sorry for the short short short chapter but this story is coming to a sad close. I don't know what else to really write. Now I hope you all don't mind but yes there will be some smut in the next chapter! And I am going to make this a 13 chapter story. Thank you all for reading this so far!!!!

CJ