Hatred (Tronnor)

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Troyes POV

I could see the hurt in his face as he made the words out. I'm Tyler's? Do you honestly think I want to be Tyler's? After the way he treats me.

(I have nothing against Tyler I honestly love him to death) "Con." I said looking into his green eyes.

"Babe." he said surprising me.

"W-what?" I asked stuttering.

"Nothing." he said hurt.

I hated to see Connor hurt especially because of me.

~2 months later~

I was back in Australia and the boy of my dreams in America. I was still dating Tyler I had no idea how to break up with him.

Everyday I thought of Connor and the look on his face after he called me babe. We still text a lot but not enough like maybe a few messages a day.

I decided to text him. 'hey con'

'Troye Boy!'

'I miss you xx'

'Miss you too babe xx'

HE CALLED ME BABE AGAIN! It gave me so many butterflies and a smile crept to my face.

'We will be reunited soon love'

I can't believe I sent that he will think I'm a creep and aaah.

'Yassss I can't wait hey guess what?'

'What con'

'I got you a plane ticket for L.A. wanna come stay at the O2l house?'

Connor was the best! I can't believe he bought me a plane ticket to see him.

'Yes I'll pack now!'

'K I'll send it to you the flight is in a week'

'I love you Connor thank you so much'

'Love?'

'Uh sorry I mean thanks'

I felt redness on my cheeks. I powered off my phone done with that conversation. When I get to la me and connor will hang out a lot and hopefully he will forget about it.

I mean connor isn't gay so I still don't get how I think he can fall for me.

Connors POV

He said he loved me! But he fixed himself after. I decided to call him. It rang 2 times then hung up meaning he powered off his phone.

I sighed I was going to finally come out. i guess after that conversation I realized that the dude was perfect and I was falling for him.

Guess he was to stuck in his own little world to notice I was dying inside. I decided to start writing a letter to him and putting the ticket in.

I bought him a plane ticket for L.A. he was going to be staying at the O2l house for a few weeks. I was excited I would get to hang out with him.

But he would probably avoid me to talk to Tyler the whole time. I sighed. About 2 hours later he called me back.

"Hello?" He said into the phone.

"Troye do you have a minute?" I asked him nervous as hell.

"Yea." he said.

"Okay your the first person I'm telling this to and I guess I just wanted to tell you that I-I'm g-ga-gay." I made out.

"WHAT!" He yelled Into the phone.

"Yep I'm gay."

"I'm so proud of you for coming out con."

I expected him to say he was in love with me guess that's just my imagination.

We talked about it then I ended it to go to sleep.

I couldn't stop thinking about him coming to L.A. and before I knew it he was knocking on the door.

"I'll get it." I told O2l.

I opened it and saw his gorgeous blue eyes. "Troye boy." I smirked.

I gave him the biggest hug. and he smiled a huge smile the whole time. I showed him the guest room which he loved.

"Connor let's watch a movie." he said in his adorable Australian accent.

"Okay." I smiled.

Troyes POV

While we were watching the movie I couldn't help but think about connor being gay. I finally had a chance to be with him.

Get your head in the game Troye it's not like he would ever like you back. "Troye come here." kian said walking in.

we went outside and I felt bad for leaving Connor. We sat on the couch and got to know each other and soon it seemed like we had known each other for years. "Kian can I tell you something?" I said 2 weeks later.

"Yes anything."

"I like Connor more than a friend"

"Oh I guess I didn't realize you were gay."

"Yep well I am."

"Okay." he smiled and we continued to talk about random shit.

2 more weeks later Trevor came up to me. "hikiantoldmeyoulikeconnor."

He said really fast. "what?" I asked.

"Kian told me you like connor."

"KIAN IM GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU!" I yelled running towards him and the rest of O2l besides Trevor.

Trevor came running after me. "KIAN YOU LITTLE BITCH I HATE YOU!" I yelled.

"Why?" He asked.

"YOU FUCKING TOLD TREVOR AND HE WILL TELL EVERYONE!"

"ITS NOT MY FAULT I TRUST TREVOR!"

"ITS NOT LIKE IM GONNA TELL ANYONE YOU LIKE CONNOR DUDE I MEAN I WOULD NEVER-" he stopped himself while the boys stared at me wide eyed.

"I hate all of you!" I yelled and connor looked hurt. I ran up to the guest room and locked the door. I climbed out the window and drove to the beach.

I went to the deck and stared out into the water. Everyone knew. Connor knew I would be ruined forever. Connor hates me I know it.

I couldn't go back to the O2l house. They didn't want me there and I didn't want to be there and see connor. I never wanted him to find out.

I could get new stuff I didn't need anything I left at the house. I booked a flight back to Austrailia and it would be 3 days.

Great. I decided on renting a hotel for 2 then get stuff organized on the 3rd. I got the hotel and sat on the bed sobbing my eyes out. "Troye?" I heard connor say outside the door.