The flight seemed to last forever. Finally we were on our way to my dads house. My stomache doing flips. I was nervous not only because i was moving to a whole new life but because of the family that i had yet to meet. My mind was swirling with questions 'what if they don't like me? What about school?'. Just random questions that any one in my situation would wonder.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned to look at my dad. He gave me a small smile as if to say 'don't worry its all gonna be ok'. I shrugged and turned to look back out the car window. Just in time to see the house we were pulling up to. Instantly becoming jealous of how my dad was living like a frigging king this whole time. Slowly getting out of the car and following closely behind uncle Mikey and dad up to the front door.
I was shown to the room that was now "mine". I closed the door and looked around. Then decided to take a shower. I grabbed some clean pjs and walked into my bathroom closing and locking the door. I adjusted the water and climbed into the shower letting the warm water wash over me. Memories flooded my head.
Falling to the shower floor i pulled my knees up to my chest and cried. After what seemed like an hour I got out of the shower and looked in the mirror. Screaming and punching the mirror i hated what i saw. I fell to the floor once again tears falling down my cheeks. I no longer felt the will to live. Reaching over and grabbing a piece of broken glass not hearing anything but my own heartbeat as i plunged the glass into my wrists and stomache. Blackness started to overcome me but not before i heard someone scream my name....
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Why weren't you there (Gerard ways daughter)
FanfictionRayne has a hard life with her mother and her mothers boyfriend. Gerard way is Raynes father and all she knows about him is his name. Her mother said gerard had left when she was pregnant but is that the real story?
