me and my best friend olivia where geting ready to got a concert she wanted to see. i didnt know much about the artist we where seeing, but she had me lesson to his music with her all the time. she said his stage name was lil peep, his music was good he had a comforting voice. befor the concert we went to dinner; at a reastraunt down the street from the venue. nice fancy little place we got table in the back and ordered some amazing food. when we where finishing up olivia went to the bathroom, thats when a tall black and pink haird guy slid in to the seat infront of me. i was a little shocked "you look fimilar" he said staring at me "i do?" he look me up and down then his eyes widened a little. "ah yes i went to high school with you sat right behind you in some classes" wait i thought to myself gustav he had bleach hair and not as many tattos ...."gustav?" he nodded his head "wow no way its been like 2 year, you look good" i said smiling he was kinda cute ngl. "i'd offer to buy you a drink but i gotta go he said getting up" i stood up and he look at the bage for the concert hanging from my neck. " your going to the show down the street huh?" i paused " yah my best friends draging me dont know much about the singer". he looked a lil suprised, then he pulled out a paper from his pock and said "here you'll need this". i put the paper in my pocket then hugged him good bye. after a min olivia got back, so you ready i shook my head and we walked down the street.
we got in fairly quick through security and stuff, we made are way to the front of the stage, after a min the lights dim and the music started to play. all i seen was a shadow move across the stage. then the pink lights shined, my jaw basicly dropped. it was gus no wait peep is gus,....gus is peep? wow i said suprised. we had a fun night but the whole time he sang gus jus look at me. he slowly came to the front and leaned down to pull me up. we where both on stage and he looked me in the eyes while he sang. olivia was basicly breathless that her best friend was the one he picked. he finished the song and the lights went out, he wispered in my ear meet me back stage in 5. i hopped down and olivia ask me what he said i told her we where gonna head back stage "how do u plan on doing that" i remembered the paper and pulled it out. it was a stage pass folded up, she looked at me confused. "when did you get that?" uh i took a breath while we walked "he gave it to me when we where at the reastraunt" wow she shook her head "i missed that when i went to the bathroom". we where let back stage and walked down a hall to a room with food and some couches , a tv in the corner. a few sec latter gus walked out one of the doors , blunt in hand.
his eyes widened and he walked over having us all sit down. a couple more people walked in. he intoduced them as tracy, and wicka. tracy got confotable with olivia real quick , i dont think she mind though. gus and i talked for what felt like forever, i felt like we continued life like nothing happened. besides the fact hes a big shot rapper, he still had the same chill funny personality. we didnt know each other well in school but did work together on projects or studied here or there. we passe the blunts around and around olivia and tracy took off together some where. wicka had passed out so it was jus me and gus. i checked my phone it was 2am i told guess i should get going. he offered me a ride how could i decline ,he drove me home when we pulled up i took a sec to think then looked at him " wanna stay it late and the least i could do" are high tired asses sat in silences for a min , "you know what , yah but only of if i get some cuddles". i giggled, was he for real i thought, i shook my head "ok deal" i unlocked my door and stumbled down the hall in the dark trying to. get my shoes of, nocked on olivias door. heard nothin so she wasnt home , i opened the door to my room. gus looked in wow he said it was nice, he loved the plants and the posters. my cat walked up behind him and startes to do circles, i went through my drawers. pulling out some swaets and a baggy t-shirt and handing them to gus. told him where the bath room was and got changed myself , put on a pair of shorts a t-shirt. as i was pulling out over my head gus walkes in , wow nice scars. i turned to look at him "their not real" he looked confused. "there tattos symblise my wings being removed" he nooded there sick and look real. well thank you i said crawling into bed , he followed pulling a pen out his pocket and hiting it. he looked at me and offered i excepted taking a fat hit, he looked at me with his bueatiful brown eyes. "so you gonna keep your deal" he said rapping his arms around me and pulling us back into my bed. I dont know if it was the weed that was making me feel light or, the comfort of gus. but all i did was curl up with him while he held me in his arms. lessoning to the music play in the back ground. "why me" i asked "why what" he said confused i hum " why choose me to come up on stage , why talk to me at the restraunt?" he took a moment " well to tell the truth y/n when we where in high school i though you where cute. so when i seen you tonight i thought why let her get away again" i nuzzled my now red face into his chest. "wow, your one with words" i felt him nodd his head. i slowly felt his breathing get lighter. soon after i fell alseep too
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lil peep x y/n
Romantizm18+ (reast in peace peep we miss you) "Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason A reason to shine" and your the reason for mine is what he said while looking in my eyes <3