𝐎𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐤 - 𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯

Im so desperate.

Heeseung POV
I was going to call out for Sunghoon before I took a second to admire him wearing my hoodie. I don't care how many times I have mentioned it but I am head over heels for that figure skater. I sigh sadly knowing he will never be mine and walk towards him eventually calling out his name before he leaves. Admiringly I watch as he turns around a smile on his face. His face lights up the entire room. His pale skin, pink lips and fangs slightly peeking out of his mouth when he smiles. He is so adorable.

"Sunghoon!"

"Oh Heeseung Hyung hello!"

"What are you doing?"

"Oh I'm just giving some advice to Jungwon."

"Oh hey Heeseung Hyung. I didn't know you knew Sunghoon Hyung?"

My face slightly dropped as I saw the other. What was Sunghoon doing so close to him? Actually when did they even become friends? A small frown became evident on my face. I know this is stupid and Sunghoon can have friends but Jungwon is so pretty. So much prettier than me. But I stopped worrying when Jungwon said something to me. Soon my face of worry became a face covered in shock.

"Heeseung Hyung. I know what you are thinking and for me it's Jay... Hyung."

"No way seriously?! You and Jay?"

"Don't act surprised Heeseung Hyung. Anyways I'll leave you two alone. Talk later Sunghoon Hyung see you guys!"

I looked down to see Sunghoon playing with the edge of his- I mean my hoodie. His hands looked liked paws. God how much have I admired this man today? I am so whipped, and I am also so screwed.

"You look cute in my hoodie."

I watched as the younger... Blushed? I mean his face turned red and he looked flustered. But that could just be because he is pale and he turns red easily. Oh and Sunghoon gets nervous and flustered quite fast. I can't get my hopes up.

"Oh thank you I love wearing it."

We both looked at each other maintaining eye contact. The raven looked away first but I wished he had stared longer so I could have admired his face a bit more. It's quite funny remembering how much we had first hated each other. But when I think about it now, why did we hate each other?

"Sunghoon... Why did you hate me?"

The boy looked a bit shocked at the question, almost as if he didn't know the answer to my question either. I watched as the other bit his lip trying to find an answer but I could see that he was struggling a bit until I watched his adorable face hit a lightbulb moment.

"I remember! I was pissed that you were homophobic. But uhh... Are you actually homophobic?"

"No way! I'm probably queer myself..."

"Wah! Really?"

"Yeah probably.."

I was going to say another thing before the school bell went ringing. I watched as Sunghoon said his goodbyes and rushed to his next class before I could say goodbye to him myself. Even just running to his next class he looked so precious... I want to cherish him. I want to hold Sunghoon close to me and whisper sweet nothings into his ears more than friends. I don't want to be close friends with Sunghoon. I want him to be mine and me to be his. I want to be Sunghoon's property. I gasped before covering my mouth and realising how desperate I was for the younger figure skater. Slowly I reached for my phone and texted Niki.

NIKISBISCO

Niki... I'm so screwed

Nikisbisco: Woah woah Bfr u strt saying ur screwed and evrything what even happened?

Im so fucking inlove w Sunghoon

Nikisbisco: That's old news... Literally nothing new.

No like I'm so desperate I think I would get on my knees

Nikisbisco: Damn Heeseung desperate era has finally begun

Nikisbisco: Im excitedasshit to see how this goes down ngl

Ur so useless.

...

I sighed as I turned off my phone and slid it into my pocket. Having a younger best friend is not useful. They give shit advice and have no clue what they are even doing half the time. I adjusted my bag strap and started walking to a nearby cafe to try and do some work that I had due the next day. I slightly groaned when I looked at the amount of assignments I had due the next day.

'Why did I have to fucking procrastinate so much... AGH I don't want to do this anymore!'

I ruffled my hair again for like the 10000 th time that week. Whenever I was frustrated I just messed up my hair and fixed it again after always regretting what I had just done to my hair. I just put in my AirPods and started to type away as fast as I could before a familiar figure sat on my table. A familiar figure I really didn't want to see right now.

'Not this bitch again... She has been annoying me all week! Can't you just fucking back off dude?!'

"Hello Heeseung, how are you?"
"I have been better thanks."
"Oh what happened?"

I rubbed my forehead and was about to pour all my feelings at Wonyoung and tell her how much I fucking hated her and wanted her to leave me alone before another figure sat next to her and held her hand.

"Hey babe I got your favourite."
"Oh Heeseung, I wanted to introduce you to my girlfriend, this is Minju!"

My face was covered in confusion. What the fuck? I mean I'm so thankful she is not chasing after me but why was she sticking to me so much before if she had a girlfriend? This girl is confusing me so much...

"Nice to meet you Minju. I'm Heeseung."
"Oh I have heard quite a bit from Wonyoung about you. She really looks up to you, she is a big fan."
"Stop talking, you're embarrassing me now!"

I watched as Wonyoung got up with her girlfriend, her hand around her waist before she thanked me for letting her and her girlfriend sit on my table before getting up. I'm so confused now.

'Is she gay or?"