These choices seem to greatly affect my way of living.
While I am consuming this, all of my friends are leaving.
In a sense, I'm the one who ruined myself; I did it all alone.
My true identity all these years are shown.
the side effects are making you like living in hell.
that starts causing you to rebel.
It destroys your body and your health, not only yourself.
Each moment I'm awake, I'm reminded by the choices I've made.
Every time I'm awake, ruminating that I've got betrayed.
Consuming too much sends me into insanity with my thoughts,
that my little guiltless self humbledly besought.