I thought consuming pills would make me pretty, but the prettiness died that day.
The prettiness inside of me
The happy Kathleen was gone.
Pills ruined me.
My chest and my ass change
My whole body changed into something that men can sexualize.
That the men can lustily stare at
Pills controlled my mind and body throughout the years.
Making me miserable
Those years I'm just a child
pleasing men so they can enjoy without worrying about having another human being
I'm just a child who yearns for love.
Little did I know I'm just being used.
Little did I know I was just a sex toy.
Little did I know I was abused.
Those pills are such a nightmare.
