It's been 5 years, but it still haunts me and lingers in my head.
In this numbness, I still feel it all, and it's a heavy burden to bear.
a landfill of unwanted distressing memories, as if it were happening again.
a hallucination with hardly any touch of monstrous men.
I've been dealing with this for half of my life.
pretending that it didn't happen in disguise.
endure, live on and go on.
My innocence is gone, and I must mourn.
sitting in the shower for as long as possible,
Those touch-imprinted marks on my body are not washable.
scrubbing but is unable to feel clean.
I'm sick of this repeated routine.
