A Monster Calls Again

the first Tale

The school yeard was hell everyone looking at me whispering avoiding me like I was a rabid animal ready to snap I walk with my head down and headphones up I felt their eyes stabbing me I feel so cold it was as if I am bleeding there whispers fill my head I'm dizzy I run the restroom I am shaking I feel as if I am going to pass out the room spins "hello again Conner O'Malley it is time for the first tail" the monsters booming voice echos in my mind "no please just help me" I cry out but he ignored me "Long ago there lived a young phylosifer he spent his time thinking about the past and what should have happened instead of what can happen he spent his days locked in his tower looking down at the book he so cherished he would only look out his window to think occasionally looking at the people below one day he saw a yew tree and under it a beautiful young lady he was deeply Entrance by her so he when down to meet her he courted her and Eventually married her "my love you are my everything" he said before she closes her eyes that night but he couldn't help but read the days away liveing in the past and ignoring his wife he lock himself up once more  one night the wife had enough and left and that night I came walking I took the wife and gave her a new being the Philosopher was Destroyed" I looked up at him my berthing Calum and my head no longer spun "that's it that makes no sense" I said kinda pissed "the man lived in the past and ignored his Future" his voice was calm "well it makes no sense" "nor does life Conner" he said his voice an ehco "Conner what are you doing are you ok" Mr. Marlow my teacher from last year said kneeling next to me "yes sir I am fine just slipped" he helped me up "well you should go to the nurse just to be sure" he patted my back and sent me on my way the day went on when I got home grandma was no where to seen so I went to the bridge to think