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Karlnapity, long af

Quackity pov:

After Karl left and ive left him too, Sapnap still tried to keep contacting me and asking about me from the others i didnt wanna see them anymore, its not because i lost the love i felt for them it's because of the pain it caused to hear Karl me a terrorizing murderer, otherwise i would of tried to fix it up but i was too tired already from Schlatt mostly, Slime dying and having to help Fundy with raising Yogurt too, even though i miss them and the better times i couldnt look neither of them in the eyes again, its eating me up a lot,but something in them also makes me feel guilty for liking them sometimes for some things theyve said too,i wish Slime was still here to give good advice and to have someone to talk to again if i could i would set this whole world in flames for taking my last comfort person away from me,while these thoughts were runnning through my head i heard a loud rock getting thrown at my upstairs window i go up to see who it it well damn well knowing its him again, i went quietly there to overhear what hes yelling and sat down under the window

Sapnap pov:

ive been trying to talk to him again i know he's upset but we cant lose him i need to be taking care of him, he isnt lost yet they just need to reconnect again..i hope, ive been throwing some small rocks at his windows to try to talk to him, i know Karl still remembers him deep down but its the same old situation that once happen with them fighting because Karl did something stupid- we knew he didnt mean it but it did hurt me and Quackity deeply, but its been years since that incident i cant blame him though, he got better and stopped some things he used to do too im afraid if i let Quackity away i will lose both of them, i yelled to him „QUACKITY PLEASE ANSWER ALREADY, YOU KNOW YOU CANT RUN AWAY FOREVER, just.. please love" i signed and started losing more hope about us, about everything i know if he leaves, Karl will soon do too what am i gonna do without them?, i dont even know myself i heard his door opening and him, he was there standing i saw the tear drops in his eyes too he still loved us im trying to keep my sh!t together and go over to him without feeling a thousand words needing to be let out, he spoke calmly and quietly to me, „why do you keep bothering me? You know what he said about me and its true, i just dont wanna see you two again im sorry Sap" i froze a bit and i felt hot tears down my face because i knew he was gone already and i couldnt do anything about it i tried putting a smile on my face and hugged him a goodbye, „im sorry too, i just thought you, uh you know you werent lost yet but i know you need time so i will go" i felt him hugging back too but quickly pushing me away i wish i could relive all my memories with them but their lost, i started walking away, i dont know where im going yet but im figuring it out

Quackity pov:

I saw him

me up in silly dresses like he always did since i came here a bit more rarely when i was with my old fiances, of course i never really wanted him to see Schlatt though he was a piece of sh!t and will be i told Yogurt to go upstairs because i wanted to help Fundy first with cleaning and cooking

walking away with tears in his eyes, hes still trying to act like the tough guy when hes sensitive at sh!t too, i should try going to our old favorite spot again it used to make me feel so calm ive always liked going there with them, it was so peaceful and happy back then but now it only brings me sorrow, i miss them a lot but i know i shouldnt, but first i need to check up on some things and how Fundy is doing today, i started walking to his house his house wasnt as far away maybe just some buildings away, i stopped by a little shop to get some things for them, the neccesary things they need i got to their house and knocked on the door, i hear him trying to make peace in the house he only had one kid but Yogurt was like a 10 devils in one Fundy finally opened the door and gave me a slight smile „come in come in and dont mind the mess i havent got to cleaning-" he said, i went in and Yogurt came to hug me hes always been the energetic and hyper little child, oh how i wish he wouldnt need to grow up one day and see everything too poor little guy, he snapped me out my thoughts with yelling at me to come play with him he always dresses me up in silly dresses like he always did since i came here a bit more rarely when i was with my old fiances, of course i never really wanted him to see Schlatt though he was a piece of sh!t and will be i told Yogurt to go upstairs because i wanted to help Fundy first with cleaning and cooking

Karl pov:

as i layed in bed like ive usually been doing since theyve left i started thinking about some things,i cant bear looking at them like i used to, the smiles and joy i gor from them turned into guilt and pain i never imagined this would end up like this but its not my fault i do things unintentionally their things i cant help, i know i should of tried to pick my words out better , these stupid excuses are ponitless anyways, arent they?, ive said what i did and cant take it back, there might be a way to but i dont wanna lie or hide things away from them we used to be so close before i had to start traveling and becoming more busy, ive hurt them too many times, im thinking of doing something they never wanted me to think of, i will miss them and our memories so much, but i guess this is the end for us well for me mostly but i dont have the courage to do it, theyve always told me thats the part of me that wants to live but why if their gone? What or who else do i have?, i have nothing without them, i almost drifted away to sleep with these thoughts running around and hot tears running down my cheeks too but i heard my door open i immediatly said „Go away please", i looked at him his eyes were puffy like he was crying again i got up from the bed and went over to hug him and kiss his forehead i felt very guilty but if the truth is really what Sap told me he really wont wanna see me for years, i walk him over to the bed to get him to sleep with me,after some time he fell asleep finally and i did too