All this over a kiss- volume 2~

Chapter 2 (TW F slur)

Stan's POV

How is he such a good boyfriend? I don't understand how perfect he is. Kyle does everything right while I'm here isolating myself in my room. I think I should make a difference to spend more time with him.

"You ok Stan?" Kenny asks me. I guess I was zoning out again, I do that a lot because I have been thinking about lots of things lately. I've been thinking about what it's gonna be like after I move out of Kyle's house, mainly. It's gonna be weird living with only one of my parents, even though they will probably get back together in months.

Since I zoned out, I didn't even notice that I had grabbed Kyle's hand subconsciously. "Uhm, Stan?" Kyle says. I look down at our fingers intertwined with one and others. I turn red as a tomatoe, so does Kyle. "Oh my god this is so embarrassing," I say. Kyle replies with "it's fine,"

We see cartman walk across the street in front of the bus. He stopped going to the same bus stop when all that shit went down. Kenny, Kyle and I think it's immature to stop going to the same fucking bus stop because of some drama.

Before I know it, the bus arrives at school. Since I don't realize at first, Kyle taps me on the shoulder, then grabs my hand as we walk out the bus door. People know we are a couple because cartman outed Kyle on twitter, then I outed myself to defend him. I'm still so happy Kyle was able to get through all that. We still get glares, and not so nice comments, but for the most part the bullying has gotten way better.

It's not easy being gay in a small mountain town in Colorado. People are such assholes here, to everyone! Me and Kyle both desperately want to get out of here. The plan is to run away together when we turn 18. This life just isn't suitable for either of us. But we were 16 now. Well I'm almost 16, I turn 16 in three weeks.

I head to my class and luckily, Kyle is in it. So is Tweek. He is sitting at his desk chugging, probably bus third our fourth coffee today. He has been like this since second or third grade. I still don't understand how Tweek and Craig make such a good couple. Craig is so chill all the time and Tweek is highly caffeinated. He also has ADD apparently.

Lunch comes around and Wendy walks up to me. Wendy is my ex and I haven't spoken to her in since the breakup. The reason we broke up is because she wanted to be the 'perfect' couple that everyone notices and I just wanted to be laid back.

"Are you fucking kidding me Stan?" Wendy tells me. I'm just confused. "Don't play dumb with me, you break up with me to be more relaxed, then you go on and become a fag? You clearly just want attention." She lectures me.

I was infuriated by this. I did every thing I could to be with Kyle and she says I am doing it for attention. There is something fucked up in this girls head. I only say one thing back to her, "I've been dating Kyle for two months now and this is the first time you say something?" After that I just walk away. She yells at me, "don't walk away from me, Stan Marsh!" Obviously I don't listen and I just go back to the lunch table.

"What was that, Babe?" Kyle asks me. I tell him it's nothing and kiss him. I will not, and I mean will not let anything ruin this relationship.