Forbidden Desire
Its impossible not to miss when it worth the miss,
The feeling of emptiness after lies revealed was too shocking for me to kiss,
For the life that I thought was too sure become unsure as 18th passed by with truth That I myself is still too shock to stay careless,
Its right to say but not with delay that life and heart was too pure to love the love that stay for the pair.
I cried a lie, for the truth that pain, the wound open again,
I stitch it so hard when I pull its locked up as I wailing to make it stop but I cannot seem to understood,
Yes and No i would like to go, to wonderland where happy, adventurous and loyalty of a friend that could make me stay,
"It's me, " i told my self,
"The problem is me, "
Live alone, it seem normal but I need somebody to carry me away from the darkness that I stay,
It was too comfortable, too afraid for lights for the day pass by the silent,
darkness is nothing but myself I say.
It was me all along, if I was too strong I might be wrong.
If I was too honest they take advantages,
If I was too happy sadness follows me.
But what can I do? Its a life before a dead afterall.
