About Me

The Author

Hi there. I'm the author of Castle of Blood and Beauty, Cold as Ice, yet Warm as Fire, yatta yatta yatta you heard this before I know. I came to Wattpad years ago as just a reader searching for Rosario Vampire fanfiction because at the time it was the first anime I felt somewhat of an interest in besides Naruto, Bleach, and Cowboy Bebop etc. When Mizore was first introduced in episode 7 I had a heart stopping moment upon seeing her. She was somehow my first anime crush that pulled me into her story. Henceforth the birth of my fanfiction story. Not much to it. I mean sure there's the SMT references, the persona stuff, but it was my oldest idea and my reason for writing.

I wrote my ideas down in middle school filling the pages with stories during classes and as a result had my notebooks taken away from my teachers and never got them back until the end of the school year. It made me hate the fact I used so much concentration and effort to create such ideas to have it ripped away because of reviewing lessons that held no meaning to me as my imagination. To hunger for such a world that doesn't exist anywhere else except my mind was a cold reality to which I learned early on and occasionally remind myself. It can be seeing an amazing event, hearing a song that lifts my spirit, or it can even be when I feel love for my passions. I gravitate towards the unreachable sky that is my fantasies with my hand hoping to grasp something in my palm, but yet I feel as if it won't fulfill me once I do grab hold of this piece leaving me in a cycle.

It also reminds me that I always remembered a quote I read in a book once.

"What good is power if there no one to share it with?"

When I read that quote it made me realize a piece I was missing as the years went on. I can have the brand new gaming systems and still feel lonely playing online with friends because they weren't beside me as they did spend their time doing so before. There was no sense of happiness if I couldn't share what I felt with others. It made me become a pleaser and giver. To try to show how these things I had made me feel and to give it to the reciever hoping they would grasp it and understand my perspective and adapt it onto theirs while maintaining their original views was what I wanted.

I produced Castle of Blood and Beauty through both my own ideas and that of the original game, but overtime I realized I was one variation of what many others saw on Wattpad made to please themselves and readers sharing the same mindset. It's not like mine wasn't or was special. It was unique in it's own right. The feedback and love it recieved suprised me greatly as it was the first time I put an idea out there and had to follow up on it since it grew. The criticism and love made me feel... happy and sad. Mainly because it's just straight cringey to admit being a fanfic writer on Wattpad, but it made me proud my work has come so far nonetheless. I was about to give a story and please readers that read it start to finish.

Although this is short and only telling you bits and pieces I promise to update this whenever you are curious for more. I am always willing to try to break out of my comfort zone with my readers as any author should.

Thank you for reading this. I'll update my other storys whenever possible. Oh and the art as the cover is one of my personal favorites I've made a 3 years ago.