Hyung (Namkook)

Wrong

Warning :❗️Slurs❗️ Bullying
If any of these disturbs you please refrain from reading
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Jungkook was wandering in the empty halls of his school in search of Hoseok and Jin, as Taehyung went to see Yoongi, who was at basketball practice for the upcoming match. Taehyung insisted on going home together with Jungkook, so he decided to go to the library to work on some upcoming assignments they had, to kill time. He was on his way to the library, looking up at the Gram stories Tae just posted; most of them were just random shots of a sweaty Yoongi at practice. He smiled seeing them, happy that his friend is finally living his dream. He was so immersed in his phone that he accidentally bumped into someone, and his phone fell from his hand.

"Sorry, sorry... "I didn't see.. I was looking at my phone." Jungkook apologized and bowed before seeing who was in front of him.
"Oh, it's you..." Jungkook was shocked at the voice that he will never fail to recognize.
"Jackson Hyung: "Jungkook involuntarily backed up, scared, by the boy before him; the boy is trouble walking in disguise."
"Pff, to whom are you showing that fake politeness?" "Save that for your new parents, who don't know how much of a player you are." He scoffed, eyeing Jungkook up from head to toe and licking his lips.
Jungkook got really uncomfortable and looked down to escape from his gaze.
". Where is your fag buddy? "I didn't see him on your tail today." He smirked and picked up Jungkook's phone from the ground.

Jungkook's eyes teared up in anger and sadness. "Hyung, please don't say stuff like that about my friend," he said, extending his hands to grab the phone from Jackson.
"Awwww.. hurt, aren't you?" He moved his phone away. He then kept a hand on Jungkook's shoulder, making him flinch
Jackson furrowed his eyebrows.
"What's that face, huh?Did you fucking flinch?
Some nerve you have..you fucking rejected me and humiliated me to do what? I saw you with your little buddy's nerdy brother. I can't believe you are playing those idiots at the same time. Is that how you convinced their parents to look after you? Such a player!" he laughed.

"Hyung please, don't say absurd things..I'm not playing or anything. They are just my friends." Jungkook closed his eyes, anger creeping up on his face.
Jackson laughed, licking his lips. "Look at that; you have some bite too, don't you?..I like that."
"Let me go, Hyung," Jungkook tried moving away
But Jackson came closer to him, Jungkook walked back, scared, and hit the wall. He was angry at him, but he knew Jackson's reputation well enough to not mess with him.
Jackson smirked at his reaction; he was happy to see Jungkook's scared expression.
"Well you could have told me what you wanted.. I would have given you whatever you needed.. You know I liked you.. right?!" He walked closer, the smell of his sweat engulfing Jungkook and making him almost gag.

"I don't like you." Jungkook said firmly, still not looking at his face.
Jackson's face got a lot more angry; he was about to respond when his phone rang. He shoved Jungkook aside and answered it.
"Yeah, just wait. I'm coming. I'm on my way," he said and threw the phone to Jungkook and pointed his fingers as a sign of warning before leaving.

As Jackson was out of sight, Jungkook sat on the ground panting, feeling breathless, recollecting what just happened.
Jackson has bullied him since he rejected his advances while in the school locker room once, in front of his football team mates. He has held a grudge ever since and has never missed a chance to tease or bully him whenever he was alone. And since he started living with Tae, his approach has gotten more harsh. He sat there, taking deep breaths, deciding not to tell anyone else about this, especially Tae, as he almost got suspended for fighting with Jackson because of the incident. And since then, he has never said anything to Tae or anyone else, even when he had to deal with Jackson's ways multiple times. And due to the new circumstances, he didn't want to cause trouble for the Kims because of him.

Jungkook took a moment to collect himself and made a mental note to never walk alone in school. He wiped his face with his palm and walked to the library.

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Namjoon was in the almost empty library studying—or trying to study.
He was aimlessly checking out books in an isle, his mind full of things other than studies.
The sudden realization about his feelings towards Jungkook was driving him crazy. Yoongi did tell him to confess it to Jungkook, but he was still battling the thoughts of whether it was just a crush and  confessing would change the relationship between him and Jungkook.

As if he heard Joon's thoughts, Jungkook suddenly appeared in the library.
"Koo.." he jumped suddenly, seeing him in flesh there.He didn't realize his voice was a bit too loud until Jungkook shushed him.
"Sorry, " he whispered and bowed as he saw the librarian glaring at them.
"What are you doing here? Why didn't you go home?"he asked Jungkook in a soft tome almost whispering
He shrugged..  "I didn't have anything to do, so I thought I'd try to do some assignments." He whispered back
"Where's Tae?!"
"Yoongi Hyung's practice"
"Oh yeah.." remembering how he forgot that the elder is playing a basketball match tomorrow with a rival school.
They both stood there, not knowing what to say.
Jungkook played with the ends of his oversized black shirt. The shirt revealed a bit of his beautiful collarbones, and his hair, which is a bit longer now, peeked through the sides of the shirt. He was looking everywhere but at Namjoon, who looked like he was lost in the beauty that stood in front of him...until Jungkook turned back to walk away, whispering.
"I'll go find a place to sit."
Joon suddenly grabbed his hands, pulling him a little toward the isle.
"Hyung.." he whispered, his doe eyes popping.
Joon immediately let go of his hands. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be that hard."
Kook kept looking at him, gulping and sweating. He was now backed into the library isle against the books, facing a wide-eyed Namjoon.Hidden from the people there.

Joon kept looking at his face; his heart was beating faster, and he was sure Jungkook's was too. Namjoon lifted his hands towards Jungkook's face and picked a few stray hairs that fell on his forehead with his long fingers, slowly moving them, his breath getting heavy.
"Koo.."he called
"Yes, Hyungiee," he whispered, his voice cracking a bit.
"I..i..can I say something?"
Jungkook gulped, quite sure what the elder was going to say.
"I feel..i..you know.." Namjoon was struggling to get his words out.
But all Jungkook's head was filled with was Jackson and what he said and did a few minutes before. The position they are in is not helping either.
"Koo..i think I."
"It's wrong, Hyung." Jungkook cut him off before Namjoon coukd complete the sentence. "We shouldn't."
"But..listen to me, Koo," Namjoon tried to speak.
"I'm sorry, Hyung." A glassy-eyed Jungkook suddenly ran away from the library, catching the attention of the few people who were there.
Namjoon stood there frozen, wondering if he just messed up everything, even before confessing properly.