❝ 永遠の光 / 𝒆𝒊𝒆𝒏 𝒏𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒌𝒂𝒓𝒊 ❞
➸ CHIFUYU MATSUNO X FEMALE READER
in which Matsuno Chifuyu brings light into the dark world of a certain girl.
started: 8th March 2023
finished: 15th April 2023
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Y/N's POV
Together with Baji-san and Matsuno-san, we drive to my home where they drop me off and I enter my home in a delighted mood.
However, my father also ruins it for me, yelling at me despite the fact that I arrived on time. I shouldn't spend so much time with such guys, rather concentrate on school and so on.
"Well atleast they care about me... unlike my own father who beats his daughter for every small enounter." "Y/N..." "You're not better mom... Always siding with dad no matter what the situation is."
I go to my bedroom where I lock the door and fall right into my bed. But rather than thinking further about my parents, my thoughts drift to Matsuno-san and I immediately blush. He really is a kind hearted person...
I really do envy him. He has two things I crave for the most: a happy life and friends he can trust. I know he said that we're supposed to be friends but there's still a part of me that questions itself if I could believe this.
Not that I don't want to ─ cuz I really want to ─ but I cannot stop myself from doubting absolutely everything and don't trust a single soul in this world. What if he's just doin' everything out of pity? Or he lost a bet?
I know Matsuno-san would never do such bad things... I know... arghh! I hate myself so much for thinking so negative.
I wanna tell him about my miserable life. I wanna tell him why I had to wear an eye patch a month ago. I wanna tell him how my parents taught me from a very young age that I should never be a burden to anyone, to always be quiet which is the reason why I turned out like... this.
I want to tell him... I can't stand it anymore. This...
This loneliness. I can't fucking stand it to be alone. I wanna have friends to. I wanna be with someone...
"I always was alone in this world... and now I can't bring myself into talking with Matsuno-san whose always there for me. I truly am a terrible human being..."
And like every night, I fall asleep crying. The difference in here is that this night my last thoughts were about him... Matsuno-san.
I will tell him about my situation at home. Even though I'm scared... I'm scared that he'll leave me once I open up and trust him.
Please Matsuno-san... don't break my trust. I'm sick of people that destroy it.
