Grounders from above

Weapons

Tw: attempted suicide.

It's been a couple days since the last time I talked to Bellamy. We lost so many more people, Wells among them. Everyone thought John did it, giving he did threaten to do it multiple times, but it was actually a little girl named charlotte. She killed herself because she couldn't live with the consequences of her own actions. We also found out the Wells didn't tell his father, Abby did. She thought Jaha could talk our parents out of it, they were all friends, but I guess the power he held was more important that the lives that were lost.

A lot more people are gonna die if we can't find more weapons. The grounders are coming and they want war. To contact the ark we used rockets to signal and let them know we are alive, little did we know the rockets landed in a village and burned it to the ground.

Bellamy and I are supposed to go look at a bunker near by Jaha told us about. He told us it used to be an army base and could contain all the supplies we need. 

I grab my pack with some nuts and water. I grab my knife and walk to the gate of the wall. Bellamy walks up and nods at me.

We walked in the woods without saying and when we finally reached the bunker I couldn't take the silence anymore.

"Did I do something to piss you off?"

"No." He answered

"Really because you're acting like it."

"No it's just- you know what just forget it." He said without looking at me.

"No, you don't get to be a dick to me without me knowing why." I said while grabbing his shoulder and making him face me.

"I- I just- I can't stop think about that night. I can't stop think about you Ivy. " He said looking down at his feet.

"Oh." That's all I could make out because I was shocked.

"But that doesn't matter. I don't need to think about you. I need to be think about how to protect our home."

"Bellamy it's ok to care about people, I care for everyone who is back at that camp." I assured him

"I do too it's just I care about you more." He said delicately "And I have no idea why, I mean I slept with you one time, I've slept with plenty of girls since we've been on the ground."

I couldn't speak, I mean I felt the same way I just didn't know how to tell him that.

He walked up and grabbed my face.

"I can't get out out of my head." He said with his hot breath hitting my face.

"I can't either." I confess

He kissed me so hard that it hurt. I didn't have a problem with it thought because this rough side of him awoken something in me. He was so gentle with me, well as gentle as someone like him could be. He had a very guarded personality. Without our lips parting he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He slowly started walking to a table near by, and when we got there he put me down in it.

"I don't think words can express how bad I want you, let me show you." He said with a smirk

I shook my head yes and he unbuttoned my pants and then took my shirt off. He stepped back and just looked at me.

"What?" I asked innocently

"I have picture your body everyday since that night and it will never compare to the real thing." He said in a deep voice

He walked back over to me and took the rest of my clothes off. He kissed my cheek, then my neck, then my chest and all the way down my stomach leaving marks.