Bad Sanses x Reader

~chapter 4~

~Y/n's POV~

God I hope none of this actually happens. I heard a few knocks on the door and started shifting to get up, but my mind was still elsewhere and I didn't notice Killer had already walked in the room. I guess I was really out of it cause I returned to the real world after he snapped in my sensitive ears multiple times. 

"Um hello? Underverse to Y/n, ya there??" Killer was staring straight into my eyes when I finally paid attention to him; he rubbed my ears gently, probably noticing the discomfort he caused. I jolted when I realized that he was in my room when Nightmare told me to stay away from the others. 

"Hey it's ok, calm down. No need to cry over my existence." Wait what? Was I crying? I tilted my head in confusion then reached my hand up to my cheek. Indeed I was crying... strange. "Heh guess I startled you to the bone ay?" Killer was simply trying to brighten the mood but I needed him to get out before I go into mental breakdown mode. 

"I-I need you to leave for a bit until Nightmare gets back, please..." I looked away to hide my face from him. "Wait, why? We always hang out... I'm surprised Night wants me to stay away from my favorite creature." Killer started saying things that made me want to keep him in here. Why am I so easy to break...? 

"*sigh* I'll get straight to the point, you and Cross might have gotten me pregnant and Nightmare went out to get some after sex birth control... I-I need you t-to leave please." I looked back at him to see his black tears flowing even though he didn't seem sad or in a killing mood. 

"Wow... ok, the thought that I might be a dad is kind of amazing." Killer said while smiling a genuine smile and closed eye sockets. "I don't want it if it's there... I can't have it, no I just-" Before I could realize I was scratching at my head and arms, leaving light red lines, Killer was restraining my wrists. 

"Don't hurt yourself, that doesn't help anyone or anything. Calm down, we won't keep it if it's that stress inducing for you." Killer said gently after pulling me into a hug. That was it, the final straw. I started sobbing my eyes out for some reason. Killer was simply hugging me and that broke me. Why am I crying so much? He was rubbing my back soothingly and humming quietly. After a couple minutes, I had calmed my waterfall of tears to a small stream. 

"I-I need to talk to someone but I don't know... *hic* Who can I trust about that *hic* topic?" I stuttered through hiccups, still clinging to Killer's hoodie; a darker spot on his shoulder had appeared where I had been crying.

 "It's ok, we're all here for you, well maybe not Fell, but other than him I'm sure everyone would listen. We won't ask questions until you're ready for it." Killer replied calmly. I laughed a bit, "I'm so pathetic, I can't even handle the idea of having a child. Especially with my bloodline." Killer gently gripped my chin and moved my head to look up at him. 

"Is you being part bunny a part of this?" I froze, my eyes widening. "Um I-I" My mind couldn't think of a response so I didn't say anything. How do I tell him that's not it?

 "Hmm I heard something about how bunnies have a lot of kits when they're pregnant. Is that what you're worried about? I mean I can understand trying to raise 3 to 8 kids must be annoying as hell, but... you're also part human Y/n." Killer started rambling on about how things could go right or wrong. This isn't helping my mental state. Please don't have a breakdown like with Nightmare.

 "Killer?" I said quietly. "Oh um yeah? Sorry I'm not helping, am I?" Killer asked with a slightly embarrassed expression. I shook my head while trying to calm myself down. 

"Sorry, guess I got carried away there hehe. Scientist side of me returned and said hi I guess." Killer replied while rubbing the back of his neck. I went to wipe away the black liquid from his eye sockets but he flinched at the slightest movement near his face.