My Only Hope

Chapter 0.1

                                  "Lee!!!! Wakey wakey eggs and bakey!!" My aunt called as she started to rapidly jump on my bed like a five year old.

                                   "Noooooooo go away!" I grumbled out angrily. "Please.." I whimper sadly as I hide my face into my pillow hoping to go back to sleep and not have to deal with the world today."

                                   "No, you have your first day of school todayyyy!! Now. Lets. Gooo!" She sang as she literally pulled me out of bed by my legs"

                                     "Ahh! What the hell Stel!" I yelped as my body thumped onto the floor. She just giggled and walked out of the room with a grin on her face, that was bigger than the Cheshire cat's and closed my door.

                      I grumble quietly and lay on the floor contemplating actually going, or ditching after she dropped me off. I just sighed as I decided against ditching, and got up off the floor. I walk over to my closet and pick out a Motionless in White t-shirt, and a pair of worn ripped black skinny jeans. Before I put on the shirt I decide to spray it with my brother's cologne so I dont forget what he smelled like.

                     I was very close to my brother before the... accident.. He was my best friend, we were inseparable until what happened. When I left my dads I took all of my brother's shirts as well as his favourite blanket and sweaters. I need something of his to keep with me all the time. I also have his ring and necklace. For my 11th birthday he got us matching rings and necklaces that were Supernatural themed because it's our favourite show, mine said bitch and his said jerk. I wear both everyday, no matter what I never take them off. I remember asking the nurse at the hospital for them while my dad was talking to the doctor, I didn't want him to know that I had them. He would've taken them away from me and told me I didn't deserve them.

                                                                             *Flashback*

                                     "E-e-excuse me miss?" I sniffle as loudly as i can to her while she was doing something.

                                    "What can I do for you sweetheart?" She says softly and sympathetically, as she looks down at me with pity in her eyes. I can tell she's really experienced with this sort of stuff sadly.

                                    "M-my brother, uhm, he has or uhm h-h-had a necklace and ring on him, t-th-ey match m-mine." I stutter out, trying not to sob at the thought of having to recognize that he's gone. I close my eyes and take a deep breath before continuing to speak. "I uhm I-i-i was wondering if i-i-i could have t-th-em please, if that's okay?"

                                   "Of course it is sweetie. We had to take them off when they both arrived. I cleaned them up because they looked really important. I knew someone would want them. Let me grab them for you. I'll be right back." I just nod at her as I sniffle. I watch her walk out of the room, and just like that, I'm all alone with them..

                                       I stand there staring at Wyatte. There were so many cuts everywhere. They cleaned off the blood but they couldn't hide the fact that he was really messed up from the accident. I walk closer to him and just sob loudly.

                                       "I'm so s-sorry, this is all my f-fault.. Y-y-you shouldn't have died because of m-me." I stumble out to him through my cries. "I love you so fucking much Wyatte, I'm s-so sorry, p-please forgive me." I sob into my hands. I quickly turn away from his body, not being able to bear seeing him like that anymore. All of a sudden the nurse walks back in with a sad smile on her face.