Heartstopper:storys

I though it going to be forever pt.3

Nick pov:
Charlie was stood there in the door with his large suitcase and a bag
I was shocked and so he was,
We were staring at eachother for a minut but then Charlie looked away "hi" he said "hi" he pointed at his room "this is my room?" He said "yeah" he noded and went to his room and closed the door
I was steel in shocke processing what just happened and what is going to happend to
This 10 months with Charlie in the same dorm as me
As I was in my thoughts Charlie come out of his room to the kitchen whit his things
And his meal plan I wanted to help him with his stuff "Charlie do you want anyhelp?" I asked him he looked at me and started to speak "no" and then he come and sit down next to me " look we going to be in this dorm together for 10 month,but please just talk to my if it's something important or you need help with math, because you are 100%
Not better at it "I laughed and he just shrugged "okay, but so you know that I'm better at math!"I joked he giggle but then he stoped stood up "okay" he walked to his room but stoped "actually can you help me with something,put my light up I don't reach the wall" I laughed " yeah,of course" I stood up to and helped but the light up,after that I went to my room lied down to my bed and thinking what a day I texted Imogen and he was so happy and saying that one month and we are together she is calling it
I just laught and said that we are just going to talk when we want some help with something
She just ignored it and keep talking about that we are going to be together and god knowed that we are just meant to be
I just told her that she can keep dreaming
But I can't stop myself dreaming that maybe she Is telling the truth
Well maybe the time tell it
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* 2 months later*
The school started one week after that conversation
The second year of uni was a little bit hard 
But I can deal with it
Me and Jess is talking a lot she tried to force me to join the pride soc. But I refuse because I have rugby and if I join a soc then Im not going to have time for school
I told her that me and Charlie are dorm mates and she just laughed and said that the same thing as Imogen but I told her that there is maybe chance.

Me and Charlie speek only if we need some help and Charlie sometimes need help with cooking,he is horrible at it and I I ask him if he can help with math, he was right I'm not better at math
But sometimes we speek about uni and stuff
And about Kent and I swear to god some time there are a little moment where we are flirting but then Charlie always go away like he is scared
We haven't spoke about our broke up but I have a plan to speek about it with him tonight

After school I'm always doing my homework
And Charlie Is watching the TV today is the same me doing homework and Charlie watching TV
When I was doing my math homework i don't understand the math problem(for real)
I want out of my room "hey Charlie,can you help me with math I-" " yeah of course" I sit down next to him "so which math problem you don't understand"he showed me how to solve they problem "wow,thanks" he smiled at me and looked at the screen again
I needed to speek to him now
"Charlie?" "Yeah" there were a pause he looked at my and stoped the movie what he was watching "I wanted to talk to you abou something" "about what?" "About our broke up" "there is nothing to talk about" he looked away "yes there is" he looked at me again "there is a lot talking about"I paused
And then started speaking again "that day
When that all happened with stella-" I stopped and looked Deep in Charlie's eye "she come around to hang out, but she was there to Tell haw she felling that because she kissed but I didn't kiss her back, and when I wanted to pull away you saw it and....." "Yeah"Charlie said "look nick-" " and you are going to say something I'm super sorry about that I blamed myself for month about that" "nick, thanks for saying that,
I know what happened" "what?, What do you mean by that?" " Stella told me some days ago" " how she know that you are here?" "Well we are at the same soc" "yoa are at some soc?" " Don't ask me, one girl called Jess made me" I laughed"typicall Jess
She tried to get me join to" " you know Jess?" " Yeah, we met this summer in menorca"
He laughs"cool" there was silent for second
"Look, I'm not angry at you, but I need sometime to think about us, I want to be your friend but I'm not ready to be more again of course if you want to be more" if I want to
Charlie is joking right, I've been waiting to this moment for soo long now I have my chance to get Charlie back
"Of course I want to, and take your time Im
Waiting for you, if it's going to take a month a years I'm here for you Charlie,and I don't care if you want to be only friends yhe most important thing is that we are okay" "okay"
"We need to catch up what happend in our lives" " yeah I think" we started to talk about our life's after that day, I told him that how depressed I was and I missed him very much
And after that kiss, I told Stella that never talk to me over again, my mates keep asking me about Charlie and why is he not visiting
And that I never stoped think about him and how I fucked up everything and I apologized
Again
Then Charlie started to speak
That after that day he was heartbroken he can't except that fact that I'm cheating on him
And that his friends was very supportive and
That Tao was think about write strong words to my DM, typical Tao
And after that his eating disorder was shit and he was thinking about ending his life
But Tori was stopping him and he was great full for that
He started to go to therapy again and that helped him recover and he did
And in start of summer he completely recover and he was with his friends all summer time
I was happy for him but my heart can't stop broke for him he almoste end his life because of me, I was thankfull for Tori and his friend that they was there for him
After our catch up we started speaking like friends for hours we decided to go to sleep because it was almoste midnight we had school I had rugby match
We said good night and I went to my room
And I immidetly called Imogen,it took Imogen 2 rings to pick up
"What nick it almoste midnigh"she said in sleepy voice "you are not going to believe what happened" I said "wha-" " me and Charlie made up, we are friend, and he want to be more that that but he need time" "wait really? Omg nick I'm sooo happy for you and remember I called it!"I laughed "yeah I know, but we are not together, we just made up" "yeah, wait....... Is he want to be more that that or?" "He said he need time" "oh, okay" we were talking for few minutes but then we hang up
I went to bed and I I was thinking how lucky im that God gave him second chance with Charlie.
*December (3 months later)*
Me and Charlie become friends, best friends
Like the first time we met
We go to bookshop,shopping, eat lunch together and party's too
Jess,Charlie nad me we made a little trio
Every weekend we go to cafe where she works or one of her friends party this weekend is the same, today we are going to party and tomorrow (Saturday) we are going to the cafe

When we were waiting for Jess in our form with Charlie, Charlie get call he looked in the screen and when he saw the name he looked shocked.  I started to panic "what's wrong Charlie?" I asked no response "Charlie?" I said again" yeah?" " What's wrong?" "Nothing,just a friend one minute I'm here" he stood up and went to his room, after 2 minute Charlie didn't come back and I was thinking that if it was just a friend, or someone who hurted him
As I was in my thoughts there was a knock i went to open it, it was Jess "hi Nicky boi," "hi jess,come inside"  she come inside and she sit down we started to talk then she asked "where is Charlie?" "He is in his room talking to someone" she noded we were silent for a few "and is there something between you two again?"she asked out of nowhere  "wha-no..I mean......i-i want to be more again but-" Charlie walked out of his room Jess gives a look what I didn't what it meant "hi jess, sorry it took so long just my friend called for something" " yeah ok, no problem"  "can we go now?" I asked "yeah"
We packed our thing and went down to my car
The ride took  30 minute Jess friend lived outside of the city, me nad Jess were cheting about school and stuf but Charlie was looking at his phone

When we arrived we went inside and Jess went to talk to her friends
So it was me and Charlie alone "so..." I said
"So" "do you want to take drinks" " yeah of course "

*2hours later*

2 hours later
Charlie is drinking and he get  drunk I was only drinking one cup that was enough for me.

"Nick I'm going to see my friend" said Charlie
"Okay" Charlie stood up and walked away
I scrolling instagram from half and hour but then I got bored so I decided to look after Charlie
After 30 minute I found him with anathor guy they were talking about something
I don't know who was that guy maybe his friend or something more? That guy were holding Charlie's hand. Then they start to talk about something what made my shocke
"Charlie, please come back to me" "Will,no I'm done with you" " oh you want to be with nick, don't you?" Charlie didn't say anything
"Don't you remember he cheated on you? How he made you feel like?don't you remember I was that person who helped you and get with you?Im the only person who you ever going to be with, you are just little loser who has bearly any friend, your are nothing Charlies nothing!" He said the he pushed Charlie to the wall and start to kissing him Charlie begged him to stop , I steped out where I was listening them and shoved that guy off Charlie who was crying now
"He told you to stop you fucking prick" he looked at my like he want to kill me and then he looked at Charlie  "so this is your little boyfriend" I pushed him away "piss off you prick" he turn around and walked away angery
I turn around and looked at Charlie
"You could told me you find another"

Sooo this is ending of  I I though it going to be forever pt.3 I hope you enjoyed it
and I'm soo sorry it took this long I didn't had time to write,:(
I'm going to start writing the next chapter as soon as possible
See you there
-Lana ❤️