§°Sweet Tears°§

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Butter's P.O.V

"...she's calling again Ken"

"Why don't you answer...maybe she has something to say"

"No...I don't want to hear what she has to tell me, I'm not ready"

He nodded but smiled at me

He leaned to kiss my forehead and I couldn't help but embrace the warmth

We both just stared at each other eyes

"I'm here if anything Butters...but sooner or later you have to face your mom I'll be there with you"

He reached for my hand and grasped it with a strong but soft hold

I hold his hand back and started to process everything

Kenny's right, I can't avoid my mother forever it's like running away from my problems

I can't keep hiding

I sighed out of frustration and looked at Kenny then at the floor

I bite my bottom lip

His hand tightens his grip

"Okay..."

"Okay, what?"

"Okay as in I'll talk to her"

"Really? Are you sure babe you know I'm not trying to pressure you I just want to know-"

"I know Ken..you aren't pressuring me, I'm just done running away"

He nodded and stood up and I did the same

"Do you want me to be with you when you do it?"

"Yes please..."

He nodded and we intertwined our hands together

"I'll be with you as long as you need me ok? I'll protect you, my love"

I laughed and nodded at him feeling a blush creep on my face

Kenny knows what to say in these situations

***

We decided that Kenny should stay outside and wait, I'll call him if needed

But I had to do this alone

I stood their in front of my door

For entrance to the house of peace, all require a familiar door; therein is the skill of the architect. Each sees only one entrance, the one love made especially for them.

But mine was gone...it wasn't their

I'm not sure when it started...after Dad left us? She probably felt like it was her fault

I never really felt close to my father...he grounded me for the smallest things ever

I open the door...slow...scared to see what's inside