Tori and Kaci's mom on the side==>
I just lay back down and let the tears come. Kaci left and closed my door on her way out and I felt so alone. I hope she was keeping an eye on Jo Dee for me. I needed to get myself together but I just couldn't seem to get my mind to function I know it has to do with my battle going on inside of me. A part of me knew I loved him but the other part was afraid of him and what he is. What if I let myself fall and he ends up just like they rest of them. I just lay there thinking about everything that could possible go wrong. "Honey you have a visitor!" my mom yelled up the stairs and I jumped up and hurried down the stairs. I was hoping that it was Shane but when I got there is wasn't him but his sister.
She came up and gave me hug and I wanted to cry but I couldn't I didn't want her to see me so weak. "What are you doing out here Rachael?" I asked not that I wasn't happy to see her I was it's just she reminds me of Shane so I have a hard time looking her in the eyes. She sighed and smiled sadly at me "Can we go outside?" she asked and I nodded and followed her out. I didn't know what to do I was hoping she was here to talk about Shane but when she took a few steps off the porch I froze there was no way I was going out there. I was not ready to step of the porch. "I...I um I cant Rachael I'm to scared to!" I whispered to her and she looked at me and smiled. She held her hand out to me "Trust me Tori I would never let anyone hurt you I promise!" she said and I closed my eyes as I gave her my hand and she lead me of the porch.
I was nice to fell the grass on my toes through the toeless sandals I was wearing. We walked for about 10 minutes before we started hearing voices. I froze and wouldn't walk any further "Shh Tori relax I wouldn't lead you out here to get hurt, your afraid of his wolf right?" she asked and I nodded yes but we kept going and stopped a few feet away. "Go talk to her!" a females voice said. "I can't mom it hurts to much to see her. She hasn't even text me or anything. When I think of her flinching away from me it was like she rejected me.
It hurts to much I don't know what to do or if I should just quite. I can feel my wolf slowly dieing and I can't do anything to stop it." he said and I opened my eyes and it was the first time I was close enough to see him. He was tired and looked defeated and just hurt. He looked like I did and that was bad. I would never willingly hurt him.
I care to much to hurt him I really didn't think he was hurting like me. I looked up at Rachael and she smiled down at me. I pulled my hand out of hers and pulled out my phone and text him
Me: Shane I'm afraid of your wolf. I know you would never willing hurt me but I don't know about your wolf I never seen him.
I looked up and watched as he pulled out his phone and smiled as he seen that it was from me. I looked up at Rachael "Hey go see you can get him to shift?" I asked her and she smiled at me before going off towards them. My phone went off and I looked down and answered it. It was a text from Shane.
Shane: He loves you more then you'll ever know Tori he would never willingly hurt you and neither would I.
I smiled and looked around the tree I had been standing behind and gasped. Where Shane had been standing was now a big black wolf and he was huge. I looked at Rachael wide eyed and she waved me over. I slowly walked over to them he had his back to me so he couldn't see me. She leaned in to whisper "His name is Flex." she said and I looked up at his mom and she nodded at me to go ahead and walk over I was nervous as hell. "Flex?"
I called out hesitantly and jumped when he spun around. He quickly lowered himself on to his belly and whined at me. I looked up at Rachael not knowing what to do next. She pushed me gently towards him "He's showing you that he's not going to hurt you" she said and I gave her a small smile and knelt down and he crawled towards me and lay his down in my lap as I sat on the floor.
