Just One Gaze

Dipper's Birthday

Yo! I just want to tell you that this chapter contains A LOT of SPG's so um... read at your own risk

-Geonel
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Dipper's POV

I woke up on the sound of the slammed door as I jolted straight up from the bed making myself sit straight up , the slanted glasses that was hanging on the bridge of my nose fell on my lap as I exhaled sharply and tried to calm down from the sound that woke me up , my hands shakily went down to my lap to grab my glasses which fell earlier and wore it while thrusting my glasses closer to my eyes.

I turned to my left and stood up from the bed as I went closer to the door that slammed close earlier , as my hand made its way to the knob, I twisted it then soon realized I was locked in... I jerked the doorknob but still locked...

as I slowly gave up opening the door I went back to bed and gave out a long slow sigh as I let gravity pull me on my soft comfy bed...

'you're lucky to make it this far' my brain recall those words

at least that's what all of my friends say when I told them the story about my heart , which my friends NEVER believed. they said that it was a miracle. but trust me there's nothing 'miraculous' about being saved by a dream demon who tried to destroy someone's mind.

It's not that I'm grateful to be alive. I am. I get that I shouldn't have survived. But that's the worst part about being "The miracle survivor". The question, the same inescapable question , plaguing me for the last 7 years of my life.

'How?'

How could I still be alive even though I got shot ?
How was that possible,  that I got saved by a dream demon... A fucking dream demon...

I asked myself... they asked me.... I still don't know the answer because the secret... isn't in me.. ever since Bill told me that I'll die early than expected... my future stretched out before my eyes..... It hurts to know I'll die... but.... it was a good run of living in fear...

as I tossed myself over on my bed I gazed upon on the window that brought sunlight into the room ... I reached out my hand to where the sunlight was and let it feel the soft warmth of the sunrays... thats when I remembered... the time I got so jealous... wait... Pacifica....

Quickly I jumped out of bed and tried to gather all my strenght to punch the door...SHIT WHAT AM I THINKING?! PUNCH THE DOOR!? I tried to stop it but... I can't it's like being controlled by someone else... I looked at the arm I was using to punch the door , the sight was horrific , my right arm was turning red and was flaming with a blue fire while my fingers where grey and as hard as steel, I watched it knock the door down as it slowly went back to my normal arm and normal fingers... I stood there with fear in my eyes... slowly raising my hand up as if it was a monster....

'what just happened?!' 

I examined my hand closer as suddenly an eyeball popped out on the palm of my hand... my eyes where as wide as fuck from the scene I just saw , suddenly my surroundings went black and white as the eyeball flew out of my palm , yellow golden pieces sticked together that formed a triangle in the air as the eyeball went on the triangle... he laughed and greeted me

"WHAT THE FUCK BILL!" my voice trembled in fear

"Well those are not the words that I want to hear... oh wait something's missing!" he flicked his hand as his top hat and his cane popped infront of him.

"Anyways , do you like my new extension?" he continued as he put on his top hat

"EXTENSION?!" I screamed as I held his bow tie while my hand formed a fist