Just One Gaze

Hurt

Hello there everyone! , First of all... thank you all for voting and commenting on my story ( also putting this book on your reading list ) And really thank you for everything , I love you all!!! but seriously , I never thought that this story would reach this much "love" lel joke.

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Dipper's POV

I lay on the grass , feeling the breeze and the touch of the warm afternoon sunlight , This is what I do to make me feel.... calm and not depressed.... I closed my eyes and decided to do a quick nap , just as then the smell of smile dip aroused in the atmosphere and the sunlight was gone from the hazy vision on my closed eyes , I decided to open my eyes ... and saw ,My sister .

"What's the matter bro-bro?"

Mabel asked while sitting down beside my comfortable body and softly punching my shoulder , I gave her a look of annoyance as she slowly stopped ,

"Dipper , you've been in that mood ever since you saw Pacifica with cute rich suito-"

"Mabel ,please.., let's just not talk about this...."

She then stood up .

"Dipper , I'm your twin sister... 'SIS'-'TER' , which means you can say anything, even private things to me"

she tried to sound like "not silly" but that personality won't go away , specially on Mabel

"I'm sorry Mabel, but can you just please leave me alone for a minute?"

"oh fine"

just as then she went away hopping and positive and stuff , can't she be at least a bit pessimistic? What's so good about being positive always? after a minute of thinking , I heard running steps towards me

"HEY DIPPER! It's been a minute! I'm BACK!"

She then continuously poked my head and chanted the same thing she chanted last time ,

"MABEL!"

I stood up and yelled at her

"Could you at least be serious! , can't you see I'm having a moment here?!"

"Oh ho ho! , I see where this is go-"

she was cut off by my hand who involuntarily slapped her face , I can't keep my anger all in me... I at least need to let it all out

"D-Dipper"

She held her cheek which was red and stinging , a chill went on my spine and realization struck me for slapping my sister involuntarily. I went closer to her and started to panic.

"M-Mabel! I-I'm sor-"

"NO! , go away!"

she screamed and ran away, as I stared at her I remembered the things I have done to her... I swear It wasn't me, it was me..... Jealousy.

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Pacifica's POV

"so umm , do you like sports?"

One of my suitors asked , he had a light mahogany hair with green eyes , smooth face, tiny nose , freaking 18 years old, but something about him is just not right...

"yes"

I said with the natural boastful voice of mine,

"oh , do you play tennis?"

He smirked and folded his hands together.

"yeah actually , but rarely"

I said plainly... kinda losing interest

" you must be good at holding balls huh?"

his smirk grew wider as he looked at my hand and held it , he stood up and went closer to my right side still holding my hand,

"but"

he continued.

" can you handle this balls? "

He thrust my hand to his "manliness" , shock and disgust filled me as I made my hand form to a closed fist and punched his balls , he held it shock and can't even scream out , he continued to jump and close his eyes in hurt.

"fucking Pedo!"

I stood up from my seat and left him in pain.

As I left the room , My parents greeted me

"hello there darling"

My father said

"So , do you like any of these men?"

I don't want to hurt my dad's feelings , but I just have to tell the truth... 

"First guy : too weird, second guy : not looking for a relationship , third guy : Pedo"

"You don't like any of these men??!"

My dad asked , quite a bit of shocked

"yes dad , I don't like them! , I'm just 12 I don't want to get married already"

"But!-"

"Honey , Let Pacifica be , if he wants someone else , then let her be"

My mom jumped in to our conversation , Actually I like what my mom said

my dad looked at me and asked

"well , who do you want?"

the thought of saying "Dipper" made me double think if I should say this or not....

"I w-want..."

My words got caught on the tip of my tongue , will my parents like this decision?

"I want Dipper"

I said fully , no stutters or anything , I think I made a bad Idea... The look in my parents eyes where indescribable .

"No , darling ... we can't accept that as an answer"

My mom continuously said while looking at me with shame , 

"how dare you fall in love in such a low classed person!" My mom said

the feeling on disagreement specially on love made me crumble and shatter into pieces , I'm truly hurt...

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Heyyo! It's me ! thank you once again for reading this, and as always a vote is appreciated and have a wonderful day out there!